I just checked my account balances with Wells Fargo, and my savings account is now overdrawn. They just took out the monthly fees for having accounts with no money in them. I now have a combined balance of about $3 with the bank.
Clearly, my father is still being evil. Does anyone find this acceptable behavior for a supposed adult guardian? When will those powers he holds finally be revoked? He is thoroughly irresponsible, untrustworthy, and cruel.
I meant to put this blog post up yesterday, but I think I got roofied again. It was either the second glass of water I drank or something the waitress put in the second glass of water I drank yesterday at the Ankeny Diner. Either way, I feel I must give this warning... Do not command a vehicle nor operate heavy machinery after drinking city water in Ankeny, Iowa.
Why have they not fixed it yet? I have no idea. Children drink this water. Not all people in Ankeny can afford to drink and cook with only bottled water all day every day. Besides, they drug the bottled water, too. When is this town going to bother to fix this problem? They would not have this problem if they would finally refuse to comply.
Oh, and just to clarify... I am not asking anybody to break the law. I am asking you all to ignore the rules of oppression laid down by Obama the Terrorist and his minions. It is only against the law to enforce their rules not to ignore them, and we need to hold the authorities accountable for laying down their illegal rules.
If we let the authorities get away with breaking all of the laws, the US will degrade into the Wild West. It it illegal of them to lay down and enforce their oppressive rules of persecution because they create human rights violations. It is not illegal to refuse to be held by the law-breaking rules.
Stand up, people. And refuse to be victims anymore. Organize if you have to. And definitely refuse to comply.
It is not illegal to exercise your human and Constitutional rights.
As for other topics, I have been saying a lot about the weather lately. Looking at the tornadoes in the American South, at the flooding that drowned so much of Australia, at the devastation in Japan... When you rebuild after a disaster, rebuild so that you can survive if it happens again.
We are only at the beginning of Global Climate Change. The weather will become more dramatic. We need to be ready for it.
I have been thinking about the rising ocean waters and Venice, again. Does Venice know how much I love them? (Cover art by Syniva Whitney) On second thought, maybe we should not make Venice float... I think we should pick up the ground beneath the whole city-- canals and all-- by about two feet ... That way the buildings will be dry, and the gondoliers will not need longer poles. Sigh... My suggested plans are a work in progress.
San Francisco, how are you my mighty City by the Bay? No, I will not abandon you completely when I go live in Venice. I heard that you are standing up and demanding your rights. YEY! If it is true, you are my hero city AGAIN! You never should have been terrorized into suffering as much as you had to suffer. Do you remember when they put methadone in the water? Give'em hell.
And now for the paragraph you have all been waiting for! Yesterday was the Royal Wedding. What a beautiful dress! I wish the happy couple only the good parts of normalcy and only the good parts of royalty as they spend their long, stable, happy and drama-free lives living together. May they only give the press good news to feed on. I wish I could have been there.
Sweetness, I mailed you a letter today. It should get to LA on Wednesday. Sometimes my mail does get there sooner, though, doesn't it? I plan on mailing you a package on Monday. I would have mailed it today, but the automated postage machine only takes cards... and I am so close to completely broke. Plan on getting lots of love in the mail! Yey!
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Humanity Can Survive This
Did you all learn about the storm damage in the American South? It is the US's turn. If you can help, please do.
I know there are a lot of questions about why this is happening. Do you remember learning about the Ice Age? That was a time when the entire Earth was much colder than it is now. Do you remember learning about the dinosaurs? That was a time when the Earth was much warmer than it is now. I believe the Earth is transitioning right now.
I believe the Earth is in a geologic cycle in which the entire planet it getting warmer. This is making the weather more dramatic. It also making the ice caps melt thereby putting more water in the planet's water cycle.
The weather is just going to get more dramatic, but humanity can survive Global Climate Change.
Know what kinds of dramatic weather might hit where you live. Know the warning signs for each kind of emergency. Stay ahead of the weather, so you can see it coming. Floods, hurricanes, tornadoes,... These are all predictable.
Have a plan on what to do in case each emergency might strike. Yes, you need an emergency plan. You all also need emergency supplies. Have the supplies ready in case you need to survive, evacuate, or whatever else you might need to do in each possible emergency.
Each community also needs a recovery plan. What will you do if the only power station gets ruined in a cyclone? What will you do if the water treatment plant gets flooded? How will you rebuild after massive destruction? Start planning before the catastrophe.
This is just the beginning of surviving Global Climate Change. We also need to educate the masses on changes in disease patterns (For example, more standing water will help spread malaria.), food production and planting cycles, building infrastructure that can survive the weather, etc... Also, are coastal cities ready for the rising ocean levels?
There is so much work to be done, and we are only at the beginning.
Yes, I promised to help carry humanity through Global Climate Change. I promised to do this as more than just a symbol of human endurance and ingenuity. But for me to get humanity through this, I need to be out of this bubble of persecution. I cannot get any accurate research while I am in here least of all speak with scientists, engineers, or community leaders.
You need to end the global persecution of me, so I can do my job.
I promised that as long as all of you are working to get me out of this bubble, I will work on saving humanity. I am holding up my end of the deal to the best of my abilities. It would really help if you would all take down the world leaders that are enforcing the bubble.
Stand up and fight, people. There is more at stake here than you realize.
Sweetness, thank you for understanding how much all of this persecution wears on me. I have no physical safety. I have no privacy. I have only my freedom of speech and $13.39 as my Wells Fargo balance. I am not allowed to speak with any of my friends, and it is killing me. But the television has been very sweet to me lately. You might be surprised at how much I genuinely laugh during the day. I feel the heavy burden, and I suffer night and day. But I am still the sunny, warm woman you fell in love with. I know you are doing everything you can to get me out. I love you more than you will ever understand.
I know there are a lot of questions about why this is happening. Do you remember learning about the Ice Age? That was a time when the entire Earth was much colder than it is now. Do you remember learning about the dinosaurs? That was a time when the Earth was much warmer than it is now. I believe the Earth is transitioning right now.
I believe the Earth is in a geologic cycle in which the entire planet it getting warmer. This is making the weather more dramatic. It also making the ice caps melt thereby putting more water in the planet's water cycle.
The weather is just going to get more dramatic, but humanity can survive Global Climate Change.
Know what kinds of dramatic weather might hit where you live. Know the warning signs for each kind of emergency. Stay ahead of the weather, so you can see it coming. Floods, hurricanes, tornadoes,... These are all predictable.
Have a plan on what to do in case each emergency might strike. Yes, you need an emergency plan. You all also need emergency supplies. Have the supplies ready in case you need to survive, evacuate, or whatever else you might need to do in each possible emergency.
Each community also needs a recovery plan. What will you do if the only power station gets ruined in a cyclone? What will you do if the water treatment plant gets flooded? How will you rebuild after massive destruction? Start planning before the catastrophe.
This is just the beginning of surviving Global Climate Change. We also need to educate the masses on changes in disease patterns (For example, more standing water will help spread malaria.), food production and planting cycles, building infrastructure that can survive the weather, etc... Also, are coastal cities ready for the rising ocean levels?
There is so much work to be done, and we are only at the beginning.
Yes, I promised to help carry humanity through Global Climate Change. I promised to do this as more than just a symbol of human endurance and ingenuity. But for me to get humanity through this, I need to be out of this bubble of persecution. I cannot get any accurate research while I am in here least of all speak with scientists, engineers, or community leaders.
You need to end the global persecution of me, so I can do my job.
I promised that as long as all of you are working to get me out of this bubble, I will work on saving humanity. I am holding up my end of the deal to the best of my abilities. It would really help if you would all take down the world leaders that are enforcing the bubble.
Stand up and fight, people. There is more at stake here than you realize.
Sweetness, thank you for understanding how much all of this persecution wears on me. I have no physical safety. I have no privacy. I have only my freedom of speech and $13.39 as my Wells Fargo balance. I am not allowed to speak with any of my friends, and it is killing me. But the television has been very sweet to me lately. You might be surprised at how much I genuinely laugh during the day. I feel the heavy burden, and I suffer night and day. But I am still the sunny, warm woman you fell in love with. I know you are doing everything you can to get me out. I love you more than you will ever understand.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
My First Breath of Peace of Mind Awaits Me
I just checked my balance, and wellsfargo.com is still telling me that my combined savings and checking account balance is $13.39. No, my father is still not allowing me any of my own money. If someone had not snuck me some cash over the weekend, I would have become penniless by now. My father needs to be stopped.
I simply cannot wait for the moment I finally get to be with my husband. I mean, really, let us all be honest... I am nothing but vulnerable and at-risk as long as I am in this bubble. Look at everything people have done to me because I am in a bubble. I have been poisoned, battered, drugged, raped, tortured, abused, and assaulted in every place I have been since this started two years ago... especially at the torture facility in Liverpool and here in the house I am confined to now.
If I could just be with my husband, I would not only have financial stability for once-- which is an odd thing to say considering I would have enough money to get by now if my evil father would just let me control my own funds-- but that financial stability would afford me enough security to finally have physical safety. Could you imagine it? Me? Finally with physical safety!... I would also finally be free to have the spy equipment removed from my head... which would give me my first breath of privacy in two years.
Yes, my finally having enough freedom to be with my husband would give me love, security, safety, privacy, and peace of mind for the first time in years. Being continuously drugged and tortured does a number on the brain and on my sanity. I would finally have a chance to heal if this bubble burst open.
The people who say otherwise are the ones who want me tortured and enslaved for the rest of my life. That is the only purpose of the bubble-- suffering and torment. We all know, bare minimum, it is not safe for me to stay in this house.
No, I do not think that the people who insist on attacking we will suddenly stop poisoning and drugging the food and water around me. But if we get rid of the bubble, it will be easier to clean up, fix, and prevent.
This bubble is more than a source of persecution for me; it is also a menace to the entire free world. No one has their full rights and freedoms- such as freedom of speech, the right to assemble and associate, or the freedom of the press-- as long as I am in it. The only people who want it to continue are the ones who want to menace, oppress, and ravage the world.
As for things that actually make the news... Let us hope that President Incompetent is finally over being jealous of his birth certificate for making more news than he does.
He would make news if he would just give back the freedom of the press. He cannot command reporters over what is and is not newsworthy. If he were not a terrorist, he would not be able to control the presses at all.
Stop oppressing all of America, Obama, you brat, and then see what the headlines are. Besides, it is not like someone called you a hooker... or even called you a dead hooker.
Sweetness, I love you so thoroughly. Thank you for being my infallible source of stability through all of this. They might have succeeded in driving me mad if it were not for you. Keep spouting the truth, and never let them win a thing. I cannot wait to touch you the way the flowers kiss the rain.
I simply cannot wait for the moment I finally get to be with my husband. I mean, really, let us all be honest... I am nothing but vulnerable and at-risk as long as I am in this bubble. Look at everything people have done to me because I am in a bubble. I have been poisoned, battered, drugged, raped, tortured, abused, and assaulted in every place I have been since this started two years ago... especially at the torture facility in Liverpool and here in the house I am confined to now.
If I could just be with my husband, I would not only have financial stability for once-- which is an odd thing to say considering I would have enough money to get by now if my evil father would just let me control my own funds-- but that financial stability would afford me enough security to finally have physical safety. Could you imagine it? Me? Finally with physical safety!... I would also finally be free to have the spy equipment removed from my head... which would give me my first breath of privacy in two years.
Yes, my finally having enough freedom to be with my husband would give me love, security, safety, privacy, and peace of mind for the first time in years. Being continuously drugged and tortured does a number on the brain and on my sanity. I would finally have a chance to heal if this bubble burst open.
The people who say otherwise are the ones who want me tortured and enslaved for the rest of my life. That is the only purpose of the bubble-- suffering and torment. We all know, bare minimum, it is not safe for me to stay in this house.
No, I do not think that the people who insist on attacking we will suddenly stop poisoning and drugging the food and water around me. But if we get rid of the bubble, it will be easier to clean up, fix, and prevent.
This bubble is more than a source of persecution for me; it is also a menace to the entire free world. No one has their full rights and freedoms- such as freedom of speech, the right to assemble and associate, or the freedom of the press-- as long as I am in it. The only people who want it to continue are the ones who want to menace, oppress, and ravage the world.
As for things that actually make the news... Let us hope that President Incompetent is finally over being jealous of his birth certificate for making more news than he does.
He would make news if he would just give back the freedom of the press. He cannot command reporters over what is and is not newsworthy. If he were not a terrorist, he would not be able to control the presses at all.
Stop oppressing all of America, Obama, you brat, and then see what the headlines are. Besides, it is not like someone called you a hooker... or even called you a dead hooker.
Sweetness, I love you so thoroughly. Thank you for being my infallible source of stability through all of this. They might have succeeded in driving me mad if it were not for you. Keep spouting the truth, and never let them win a thing. I cannot wait to touch you the way the flowers kiss the rain.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Get me OUT! Please!
I spent most of today in bed sleeping off whatever was put in my bottle of fruit juice. They were right. There is something wrong with the juice. I should have listened; but I did not know they meant it literally. I had juice withdrawal most of today.
I did get a chance to watch some Tavis Smiley, though, on PBS. I saw Michael Bloomberg, Robbie Robertson, and Larry Flynt this morning. I needed to pass out from last night's fruit juice incident before I could watch Charlie Rose.
When I got up, I noticed that the CBS signal was not able to reach the house this afternoon. It gave me a fantasy that CBS was being banned from broadcasting around Iowa because they were refusing to comply. It would have been nice, but the signal was back up again by the 6PM news.
I do not mind being denied any broadcasting if it means you are all refusing to comply. I would rather all television and radio be kept away from me if it meant you all could have your freedom of speech and freedom of the press back again. The world needs honest communication.
I have not made it out of the house yet, and let us be honest. It is freaky out there among the Children of the Corn. It is like living in the Twilight Zone. But it is better than being stuck in this house with my hell-spawned father.
He cornered me and spoke to me again today. I refuse to be a party to being his victim. So, now I sit here in my room with the door barricaded as I plead to the world for a rescue.
I did not even make it to Café Diem today. I really think the problem is with their water main. They should really look into the water that goes into that building. I saw a couple dozing off to sleep on the couch as they drank their coffee last time I was in there. It is not just me.
I know the weather is also getting freaky. Just in the States, keep an eye out for floods, fires, and tornadoes. Are you all staying as safe as possible out there?
It is very important to stay prepared for anything Mother Nature might bring. No matter where you are and no matter where you live, stay aware of what severe weather in the area looks like. Know what to do in case of an emergency.
The weather is just going to become more dramatic. Stay aware of climate changes. Stay prepared for what might come. Get ahead of the problems that might pop up where you are.
Right now in Iowa it is planting season, but the wet weather is keeping farmers from getting corn in the ground on time. This is something they should have been able to plan for. This is something that they need to adapt to accommodate. People need to get ahead of the weather to be able to plan for what problems might arise.
The Democratic Party also needs to plan for its problems and its future. Are they thinking about refusing to allow President Incompetent to run again in 2012? Do Democrats remember the Bush Era?
I know Obama the Oppressor is Bush's third term, but the backlash from Obama the Terrorist's policies in this country will be enough to secure a very conservative Republican win if the Democrats do not disown him. Think of this country, Democrats. Do not let the Bush Era continue. Do us all a favor and run a woman in 2012.
Do you remember when I was in the torture facility in Liverpool? Do you remember how I kept telling the newscasters on television that the economy would turn itself around if people would go out and spend money? It seems to be working. We are a consumer economy. People really are capable of saving themselves.
Did you hear that, people? Are you all out actively doing your best to solve these major problems? Are you standing up and demanding your rights?
You can actually have your freedom of speech again. You just need to exercise it. You just need to refuse to be controlled.
Stand up and organize! Refuse to be a part of being a victim! Refuse to comply with their rules! They are not laws. There is nothing illegal about discussing me in a public forum. Just do not lie. Do not plagiarize. Do not create emergencies (like a fake nuclear threat) when there are none, and respect everyone's privacy. Go claim your human rights!
The people in Syria are standing up and claiming their rights. It will be a long hard fight for them, but they are staying peaceful and empowered. The people in Syria are standing up to bring their country into the present as far as democracy and human rights are concerned.
The government there has proven its illegitimacy by firing on its own peaceful people. My thoughts are with you, Syria. The world knows what is happening there. I can only hope that people with more rights than myself are sending you peaceful help.
How is this for a random thought? Do we start children's education too old? If the key to being successful in grade school (and therefore being successful all of the way through high school) is attending a good preschool, should we just add a few grades before kindergarten in order the catch the brain at the right developmental stage? It is something to think about.
As for you, my beautiful world, whatever you are doing out there, it must be working. You must all be doing very successful things out there aimed at getting me out of this bubble of persecution. I can tell because it is getting all that more repressive and intolerable in here. My father, the liquids I drink, and the freakish behavior of the locals are all getting worse.
Thank you for everything you do for me. I might go watch some television, now. After all-- and yes it feels odd to say this-- the television (except for a particular local news guy on Channel 13) treats me in a civilized manner. Please take care out there.
Sweetness, I love you. I cannot wait to hold you tight and press my lips against your face. Until then, take care, and thank you for everything you do for me.
I did get a chance to watch some Tavis Smiley, though, on PBS. I saw Michael Bloomberg, Robbie Robertson, and Larry Flynt this morning. I needed to pass out from last night's fruit juice incident before I could watch Charlie Rose.
When I got up, I noticed that the CBS signal was not able to reach the house this afternoon. It gave me a fantasy that CBS was being banned from broadcasting around Iowa because they were refusing to comply. It would have been nice, but the signal was back up again by the 6PM news.
I do not mind being denied any broadcasting if it means you are all refusing to comply. I would rather all television and radio be kept away from me if it meant you all could have your freedom of speech and freedom of the press back again. The world needs honest communication.
I have not made it out of the house yet, and let us be honest. It is freaky out there among the Children of the Corn. It is like living in the Twilight Zone. But it is better than being stuck in this house with my hell-spawned father.
He cornered me and spoke to me again today. I refuse to be a party to being his victim. So, now I sit here in my room with the door barricaded as I plead to the world for a rescue.
I did not even make it to Café Diem today. I really think the problem is with their water main. They should really look into the water that goes into that building. I saw a couple dozing off to sleep on the couch as they drank their coffee last time I was in there. It is not just me.
I know the weather is also getting freaky. Just in the States, keep an eye out for floods, fires, and tornadoes. Are you all staying as safe as possible out there?
It is very important to stay prepared for anything Mother Nature might bring. No matter where you are and no matter where you live, stay aware of what severe weather in the area looks like. Know what to do in case of an emergency.
The weather is just going to become more dramatic. Stay aware of climate changes. Stay prepared for what might come. Get ahead of the problems that might pop up where you are.
Right now in Iowa it is planting season, but the wet weather is keeping farmers from getting corn in the ground on time. This is something they should have been able to plan for. This is something that they need to adapt to accommodate. People need to get ahead of the weather to be able to plan for what problems might arise.
The Democratic Party also needs to plan for its problems and its future. Are they thinking about refusing to allow President Incompetent to run again in 2012? Do Democrats remember the Bush Era?
I know Obama the Oppressor is Bush's third term, but the backlash from Obama the Terrorist's policies in this country will be enough to secure a very conservative Republican win if the Democrats do not disown him. Think of this country, Democrats. Do not let the Bush Era continue. Do us all a favor and run a woman in 2012.
Do you remember when I was in the torture facility in Liverpool? Do you remember how I kept telling the newscasters on television that the economy would turn itself around if people would go out and spend money? It seems to be working. We are a consumer economy. People really are capable of saving themselves.
Did you hear that, people? Are you all out actively doing your best to solve these major problems? Are you standing up and demanding your rights?
You can actually have your freedom of speech again. You just need to exercise it. You just need to refuse to be controlled.
Stand up and organize! Refuse to be a part of being a victim! Refuse to comply with their rules! They are not laws. There is nothing illegal about discussing me in a public forum. Just do not lie. Do not plagiarize. Do not create emergencies (like a fake nuclear threat) when there are none, and respect everyone's privacy. Go claim your human rights!
The people in Syria are standing up and claiming their rights. It will be a long hard fight for them, but they are staying peaceful and empowered. The people in Syria are standing up to bring their country into the present as far as democracy and human rights are concerned.
The government there has proven its illegitimacy by firing on its own peaceful people. My thoughts are with you, Syria. The world knows what is happening there. I can only hope that people with more rights than myself are sending you peaceful help.
How is this for a random thought? Do we start children's education too old? If the key to being successful in grade school (and therefore being successful all of the way through high school) is attending a good preschool, should we just add a few grades before kindergarten in order the catch the brain at the right developmental stage? It is something to think about.
As for you, my beautiful world, whatever you are doing out there, it must be working. You must all be doing very successful things out there aimed at getting me out of this bubble of persecution. I can tell because it is getting all that more repressive and intolerable in here. My father, the liquids I drink, and the freakish behavior of the locals are all getting worse.
Thank you for everything you do for me. I might go watch some television, now. After all-- and yes it feels odd to say this-- the television (except for a particular local news guy on Channel 13) treats me in a civilized manner. Please take care out there.
Sweetness, I love you. I cannot wait to hold you tight and press my lips against your face. Until then, take care, and thank you for everything you do for me.
Monday, April 25, 2011
The Last Day and a Half
This last day and a half has been a mixture. Just when things get dark, something good always pops up. Let me start with yesterday morning.
My mom, my little sister, and I all went to the Ankeny Diner for the Easter Sunday brunch buffet. The guys making custom omelets were sweeties, and I had fun. I drank the water; it was still clean. I could not have asked for cleaner water... or more bacon.
After Tylia left to drive back to Minnesota, I went out to get some coffee and write another love letter to my beloved. Sadly, here at Café Diem I think I got roofied. It was that or there were A LOT of drugs in the water in my coffee. I was sipping a triple espresso monstrosity, but I could barely keep my eyes open as I scribbled I-love-you notes to my darling. I got up and drove myself back to my parents' house where I slept it off.
When I woke up, I went downstairs to watch some hockey on channel 13 and then some news. Because the Stanley Cup playoff game went into overtime, they skipped the national news and only played the local news. They had some guy named Dave Price as the anchor... He came across as if he were trying to assault me. He was rude, obnoxious, and unprofessional. It was one of the worst news experiences I have ever had.
I was in bed with the defrag running on my handy computer by 7 PM. I still had that many drugs from the coffee in my system. It sounds like I had an awful Sunday, but this morning actually started off worse.
After I woke up, changed my clothes, and put this nifty little notebook computer in my bag, my dad corned me downstairs and spoke to me. I was so terrorized that I ran out the door without eating anything first and without any makeup on my face. He has mistreated me for so long and abused me so much, that just hearing his voice made my stomach churn. In the car on the way to the chiropractor's office, I practically had a breakdown from just hearing his voice. I was weeping and driving.
No, I do not speak to my evil father. I have self-preservation. I insist on taking care of myself the best I can in this impossible situation. Every time he speaks me, I walk away emotionally battered. To save myself, I avoid him.
No, I am not in a healthy living situation, but I am doing everything I can to get out of it. I am confined to living in my parents' house with my evil father by that same evil father who broke the law to gain adult guardianship over me despite the fact I am a completely competent adult. He is a criminal, and he must be stopped. I am doing everything I can think of to get out of that house.
I just checked my balance moments ago, and my Wells Fargo accounts still have a combined balance of only about $13. According to what he forced me to listen to this morning, my dad will only move my own money into my accounts if I allow him to abuse me. I care too much about myself to allow that to happen. No, I will not speak to my father. He is too evil. Nothing is worth enduring his presence.
The chiropractor's office was a delightful breath of fresh air, though. I saw an old family friend in the waiting room. She teaches a lot of yoga now.
I was a little worried about how I would pay for the visit, but after I sat down in the waiting room and while I was fishing around for my lipstick, I found that someone had snuck cash into my purse. It has happened to me before, and it always happens when I have an emergency.
I have a suspicion about who gave me the "sneaky money" this time, but I will not say it here. I do not want her to get in trouble with my dad. He can be so cruel.
My chiropractor looked at my right shoulder again. He does such good work. He thinks one of my disks is getting a little wonky. Considering all of the abuse my body has taken over the last two years, I am actually glad that it is the only problem he can find. I will be back there on Wednesday.
I am now seated here at the coffee shop again, and there is NO roofie in my drink this time. They seem to have gotten the problem fixed. I tend to give people the chance to fix their own problems... It is one of my quirks.
Thank you for getting enough truth into Iowa that I could actually get some help. This situation is still far from tolerable, but that just makes the good moments that much sweeter.
Now, my beautiful world, I promised that I would focus on saving the world as long as you focused on saving me. It seems to be working. Thank you for everything you do for me. We will end this bubble from hell.
Sweetness, I mailed you another letter this morning. It should get to LA on Thursday... while you are in the UK. I know you will get your hands on it in no time. I have faith. I know what you have been doing to get through this bubble to be with me. It will work. I love you more than words can bear.
My mom, my little sister, and I all went to the Ankeny Diner for the Easter Sunday brunch buffet. The guys making custom omelets were sweeties, and I had fun. I drank the water; it was still clean. I could not have asked for cleaner water... or more bacon.
After Tylia left to drive back to Minnesota, I went out to get some coffee and write another love letter to my beloved. Sadly, here at Café Diem I think I got roofied. It was that or there were A LOT of drugs in the water in my coffee. I was sipping a triple espresso monstrosity, but I could barely keep my eyes open as I scribbled I-love-you notes to my darling. I got up and drove myself back to my parents' house where I slept it off.
When I woke up, I went downstairs to watch some hockey on channel 13 and then some news. Because the Stanley Cup playoff game went into overtime, they skipped the national news and only played the local news. They had some guy named Dave Price as the anchor... He came across as if he were trying to assault me. He was rude, obnoxious, and unprofessional. It was one of the worst news experiences I have ever had.
I was in bed with the defrag running on my handy computer by 7 PM. I still had that many drugs from the coffee in my system. It sounds like I had an awful Sunday, but this morning actually started off worse.
After I woke up, changed my clothes, and put this nifty little notebook computer in my bag, my dad corned me downstairs and spoke to me. I was so terrorized that I ran out the door without eating anything first and without any makeup on my face. He has mistreated me for so long and abused me so much, that just hearing his voice made my stomach churn. In the car on the way to the chiropractor's office, I practically had a breakdown from just hearing his voice. I was weeping and driving.
No, I do not speak to my evil father. I have self-preservation. I insist on taking care of myself the best I can in this impossible situation. Every time he speaks me, I walk away emotionally battered. To save myself, I avoid him.
No, I am not in a healthy living situation, but I am doing everything I can to get out of it. I am confined to living in my parents' house with my evil father by that same evil father who broke the law to gain adult guardianship over me despite the fact I am a completely competent adult. He is a criminal, and he must be stopped. I am doing everything I can think of to get out of that house.
I just checked my balance moments ago, and my Wells Fargo accounts still have a combined balance of only about $13. According to what he forced me to listen to this morning, my dad will only move my own money into my accounts if I allow him to abuse me. I care too much about myself to allow that to happen. No, I will not speak to my father. He is too evil. Nothing is worth enduring his presence.
The chiropractor's office was a delightful breath of fresh air, though. I saw an old family friend in the waiting room. She teaches a lot of yoga now.
I was a little worried about how I would pay for the visit, but after I sat down in the waiting room and while I was fishing around for my lipstick, I found that someone had snuck cash into my purse. It has happened to me before, and it always happens when I have an emergency.
I have a suspicion about who gave me the "sneaky money" this time, but I will not say it here. I do not want her to get in trouble with my dad. He can be so cruel.
My chiropractor looked at my right shoulder again. He does such good work. He thinks one of my disks is getting a little wonky. Considering all of the abuse my body has taken over the last two years, I am actually glad that it is the only problem he can find. I will be back there on Wednesday.
I am now seated here at the coffee shop again, and there is NO roofie in my drink this time. They seem to have gotten the problem fixed. I tend to give people the chance to fix their own problems... It is one of my quirks.
Thank you for getting enough truth into Iowa that I could actually get some help. This situation is still far from tolerable, but that just makes the good moments that much sweeter.
Now, my beautiful world, I promised that I would focus on saving the world as long as you focused on saving me. It seems to be working. Thank you for everything you do for me. We will end this bubble from hell.
Sweetness, I mailed you another letter this morning. It should get to LA on Thursday... while you are in the UK. I know you will get your hands on it in no time. I have faith. I know what you have been doing to get through this bubble to be with me. It will work. I love you more than words can bear.
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Earth Day to Easter
Did everybody celebrate Earth Day yesterday? Why is it the Earth only gets one day? Let us make Earth Day everyday!... you know, like people are supposed to do with Christmas. We should plant trees and recycle all the time. Well, okay, I am trying my best here.
My little sister came to town Thursday, and my mom took the day off yesterday. The three of us went to the Des Moines Art Center for the afternoon for Earth Day. Unlike most of Ankeny, Iowa, which makes a habit of ignoring I exist in the world, the Art Center in Des Moines was actually friendly to me. It was quite the delightful afternoon.
You might have seen us out and about. I had to put my contacts in to be able to see the paintings clearly. I need new glasses.
If you did see us out and about, you must have also seen that Ankeny is like the Twilight Zone. It is a false reality here where people all behave as though I never existed in the world. I am dead to them. The good I have done in this world does not exist to them. They are in denial that I exist at all.
On the upside, I did try the coffee today while I sat at a coffee shop being ignored, and they really did clean up the water since last I posted. At least there is some progress. But why do they insist on being so cold to me?
This is not just about the way I get treated. This goes beyond the fact that no one here, including my family, has any compassion for what I have lived through nor any respect for what I do in this world. The real root of my concern is for their neglect of themselves.
If you had a chance to sit next to me at a coffee shop, what would you ask me about? You would have the chance to talk to me about anything in the world. What pressing concerns would you want to discuss? Education? Global Climate Change? The role of religion on an increasingly scientific planet?
I know I am a big deal to major religions. What are sermons about while I am in town here? Ankeny practically has a church on every city block. Do they know they can talk to me while I am here?
This is not a terrorized population. I know what that looks like. That was the look of San Francisco from mid 2009 to early 2010.
These people must just be ignorant. I know I have been saying it for a long time, but please keep sending the truth in here. No, they are not rude anymore, but they are now very cold. It is like I live in the Twilight Zone.
They do not know what they have got. I will not be here forever. Explain to them that this is their chance to spend time with me.
A bubble is only as strong as the people around me. It is time we popped Iowa wide open. They are an impressionable people. Get them all the truth you can.
I just checked my balance, and despite how sweet Wells Fargo is to me, I still only have $13 as a combined balance on my checking and savings accounts with them. My father is still the world's worst completely unnecessary adult guardian. I really wish lightning would finally fly from the sky and strike him down for his perjury. The only explanation possible for why he is doing this to me is that he is a bad, vicious, and cruel man. Stop him. Stop him if you can.
Sigh,... I know I am not the only person short on funds in the US right now. Did you hear President Incompetent's political mumbo jumbo on the topic of gas prices? He is actually not offering to find a way to fix the problem; he is just going to tie up the Attorney General with an investigation into possible fraud instead.
Why? Obama the Oppressor is probably doing this to distract the Attorney General from investigating why I am in a bubble of persecution, why the public is terrorized, and how city water supplies keep getting poisoned.
Besides, people who know how to do math can tell you, if oil was $134/ barrel in July 2008 and if we are only at $112/ barrel right now, then gas prices should not be close now to where they were in mid 2008. Yes, there is some market speculation going on... but something else is going on, too. It might be inflation. It might be more than that. But an investigation into market speculation would not find it.
Obama the Terrorist is trying to tie up a government official with the task of making the public feel better about not having enough money to buy a tank of gas instead of allowing the Attorney General to investigate his own presidential crimes. Obama the Sociopath is trying to seduce the public, so he can keep on oppressing all of America while keeping me in a bubble of persecution and a lack of human rights. Do not let him get away with it.
America, stay in his face. Keep demanding answers. Show up at his campaign stops and protest outside. Force Obama the Oppressor to answer all of your questions. We know he is responsible for putting me in a bubble so that I could be enslaved. Demand he answer for his crimes.
We are not marching to the speed of President Incompetent's bruised ego. We are marching to the speed of Global Climate Change. We need world leadership immediately to carry humanity through this hard time, but I cannot do if I am left to languish in this bubble. If you, my beautiful world, want me to take care of this, you need to pop this bubble as soon as possible. People need help.
Every house, apartment, yurt, etc. needs an emergency kit. People and communities need to be prepared in case a natural disaster strikes where they live. We need better meteorology. We need to get ahead of the weather. And we need to increase awareness. The weather is only going to become more dramatic. People need to be aware of Global Climate Change and what it means in their area.
I am doing everything I can think of, but I cannot do this effectively from inside this bubble. I cannot even get myself to reliable sources of accurate research. Please, my beautiful world, we all know that this is my job to do. Finally force the corrupt-powers-that-be to allow me to do it.
It requires that I have my full human rights. It requires that we finally get justice for the wrongs committed. It requires that all of you no longer comply with their stupid rules of behavior.
Stand up. Organize. Refuse to comply. I need your help. The world needs your help.
Libya, we all know that I still believe the only way you will succeed is if you return to peaceful protests. Do you remember when you were protesting instead of warring? You had all of Libya in rebel hands except for Tripoli. You were more successful when you were peaceful. You know I care about you. You know I want you to win. All of this said, even if you insist on being violent, do not settle for less than what you deserve. You know I want to see Ghadafi go as much as you do. Do not stop until you win everything you are fighting for. A stalemate is not an option.
Syria, your government has proven its cruelty by firing on peaceful people. Please try to remain peaceful as you fight for democracy. There is more power in peace than there is in war. Please also remember that the world cares about you. Please consider allowing in journalists, so you can tell your stories. We, the people out here, have no other way to know what is going on inside your country... and we care.
Yemen, you have victory in your hands. It is time to show off your powers of and capacity for democracy. Build a beautiful government now that you can. The future is yours as long as you do good and do it well.
As a final note a world news, tomorrow is Easter. My family celebrates; even though, I am an a(e)theist. For all of you who do celebrate, have fun tomorrow! Easter is bad time to be an egg... unless you are an egg that likes wearing fun outfits.
Sweetness, I take it that means I guessed correctly about being invited. I hope you and Lily Rose enjoy yourselves thoroughly. Please tell everyone that I wish I could be at the wedding myself. I love you more than words can bear. I know I keep you very busy, but I like to think I am worth it. Hee-hee... There should be lots of big hats!
P.S. I think I have missed Queen Elizabeth II's 85th birthday by a couple of days. Huh,... Please wish her happy birthday for me, all y'all.
My little sister came to town Thursday, and my mom took the day off yesterday. The three of us went to the Des Moines Art Center for the afternoon for Earth Day. Unlike most of Ankeny, Iowa, which makes a habit of ignoring I exist in the world, the Art Center in Des Moines was actually friendly to me. It was quite the delightful afternoon.
You might have seen us out and about. I had to put my contacts in to be able to see the paintings clearly. I need new glasses.
If you did see us out and about, you must have also seen that Ankeny is like the Twilight Zone. It is a false reality here where people all behave as though I never existed in the world. I am dead to them. The good I have done in this world does not exist to them. They are in denial that I exist at all.
On the upside, I did try the coffee today while I sat at a coffee shop being ignored, and they really did clean up the water since last I posted. At least there is some progress. But why do they insist on being so cold to me?
This is not just about the way I get treated. This goes beyond the fact that no one here, including my family, has any compassion for what I have lived through nor any respect for what I do in this world. The real root of my concern is for their neglect of themselves.
If you had a chance to sit next to me at a coffee shop, what would you ask me about? You would have the chance to talk to me about anything in the world. What pressing concerns would you want to discuss? Education? Global Climate Change? The role of religion on an increasingly scientific planet?
I know I am a big deal to major religions. What are sermons about while I am in town here? Ankeny practically has a church on every city block. Do they know they can talk to me while I am here?
This is not a terrorized population. I know what that looks like. That was the look of San Francisco from mid 2009 to early 2010.
These people must just be ignorant. I know I have been saying it for a long time, but please keep sending the truth in here. No, they are not rude anymore, but they are now very cold. It is like I live in the Twilight Zone.
They do not know what they have got. I will not be here forever. Explain to them that this is their chance to spend time with me.
A bubble is only as strong as the people around me. It is time we popped Iowa wide open. They are an impressionable people. Get them all the truth you can.
I just checked my balance, and despite how sweet Wells Fargo is to me, I still only have $13 as a combined balance on my checking and savings accounts with them. My father is still the world's worst completely unnecessary adult guardian. I really wish lightning would finally fly from the sky and strike him down for his perjury. The only explanation possible for why he is doing this to me is that he is a bad, vicious, and cruel man. Stop him. Stop him if you can.
Sigh,... I know I am not the only person short on funds in the US right now. Did you hear President Incompetent's political mumbo jumbo on the topic of gas prices? He is actually not offering to find a way to fix the problem; he is just going to tie up the Attorney General with an investigation into possible fraud instead.
Why? Obama the Oppressor is probably doing this to distract the Attorney General from investigating why I am in a bubble of persecution, why the public is terrorized, and how city water supplies keep getting poisoned.
Besides, people who know how to do math can tell you, if oil was $134/ barrel in July 2008 and if we are only at $112/ barrel right now, then gas prices should not be close now to where they were in mid 2008. Yes, there is some market speculation going on... but something else is going on, too. It might be inflation. It might be more than that. But an investigation into market speculation would not find it.
Obama the Terrorist is trying to tie up a government official with the task of making the public feel better about not having enough money to buy a tank of gas instead of allowing the Attorney General to investigate his own presidential crimes. Obama the Sociopath is trying to seduce the public, so he can keep on oppressing all of America while keeping me in a bubble of persecution and a lack of human rights. Do not let him get away with it.
America, stay in his face. Keep demanding answers. Show up at his campaign stops and protest outside. Force Obama the Oppressor to answer all of your questions. We know he is responsible for putting me in a bubble so that I could be enslaved. Demand he answer for his crimes.
We are not marching to the speed of President Incompetent's bruised ego. We are marching to the speed of Global Climate Change. We need world leadership immediately to carry humanity through this hard time, but I cannot do if I am left to languish in this bubble. If you, my beautiful world, want me to take care of this, you need to pop this bubble as soon as possible. People need help.
Every house, apartment, yurt, etc. needs an emergency kit. People and communities need to be prepared in case a natural disaster strikes where they live. We need better meteorology. We need to get ahead of the weather. And we need to increase awareness. The weather is only going to become more dramatic. People need to be aware of Global Climate Change and what it means in their area.
I am doing everything I can think of, but I cannot do this effectively from inside this bubble. I cannot even get myself to reliable sources of accurate research. Please, my beautiful world, we all know that this is my job to do. Finally force the corrupt-powers-that-be to allow me to do it.
It requires that I have my full human rights. It requires that we finally get justice for the wrongs committed. It requires that all of you no longer comply with their stupid rules of behavior.
Stand up. Organize. Refuse to comply. I need your help. The world needs your help.
Libya, we all know that I still believe the only way you will succeed is if you return to peaceful protests. Do you remember when you were protesting instead of warring? You had all of Libya in rebel hands except for Tripoli. You were more successful when you were peaceful. You know I care about you. You know I want you to win. All of this said, even if you insist on being violent, do not settle for less than what you deserve. You know I want to see Ghadafi go as much as you do. Do not stop until you win everything you are fighting for. A stalemate is not an option.
Syria, your government has proven its cruelty by firing on peaceful people. Please try to remain peaceful as you fight for democracy. There is more power in peace than there is in war. Please also remember that the world cares about you. Please consider allowing in journalists, so you can tell your stories. We, the people out here, have no other way to know what is going on inside your country... and we care.
Yemen, you have victory in your hands. It is time to show off your powers of and capacity for democracy. Build a beautiful government now that you can. The future is yours as long as you do good and do it well.
As a final note a world news, tomorrow is Easter. My family celebrates; even though, I am an a(e)theist. For all of you who do celebrate, have fun tomorrow! Easter is bad time to be an egg... unless you are an egg that likes wearing fun outfits.
Sweetness, I take it that means I guessed correctly about being invited. I hope you and Lily Rose enjoy yourselves thoroughly. Please tell everyone that I wish I could be at the wedding myself. I love you more than words can bear. I know I keep you very busy, but I like to think I am worth it. Hee-hee... There should be lots of big hats!
P.S. I think I have missed Queen Elizabeth II's 85th birthday by a couple of days. Huh,... Please wish her happy birthday for me, all y'all.
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Doesn't he Have a Job?
I hear that Obama the Sociopath is currently on a propaganda tour. That is all it is, you know. The campaign season for primaries is not for another six months at the least, and he does not even have to compete in a primary. He is the incumbent. There is, in fact, no one running against him yet at all, and there will not be for at least another year. What is he doing, then? He is questing for money and power.
If there is no reason for him to be campaigning right now, why is he not in his office doing his job? We already know he does not care about being the supposed leader of the free world. Where else would he be than out trying to collect money for his own purposes?
The best thing about this propaganda tour, though, is that it gives the public a chance to get in his face and demand answers. Go to his supposed campaign rallies, and voice your real opinions. Ask him the big questions about why you are not allowed free speech and about why I am enslaved by him. Demand answers.
Go to his appearances and protest outside. Get in his face and prove that the public does not like him. He is clearly on the defensive. Speak the truth and loudly call out all of his lies.
Obama the Terrorist is out among the people. The people need to show him who is boss in a democracy.
Speaking of calling out lies, I just checked my balance. I still have $13 collectively between my checking and savings accounts. Clearly my father is not good at being an adult guardian. Not only am I truly mentally competent and not only did he perjure himself by claiming I was under the jurisdiction of the Polk County District Court, but he uses his ill-gotten adult guardianship to mistreat me further. He needs to be stopped.
Iowa, you are proving to be good people. If you can, take him aside and tell him to treat me with respect for once. Sadly, he does know the truth. He is just a bad person.
I learned today that my father is lying about me. He claims I have history of "running away." He is such an asshole. I do have history of NOT living in Iowa. I do have a history of world travel. And I do have a history of having freedoms and rights. I do not have a history of running away from anything; although, I do refuse to stay places I am this severely abused and mistreated.
My father is an established liar, perjurer, and criminal. Do not fall for anything he says.
The rest of Iowa seems to be coming around. Thank you for sending the truth in here. Please keep sending it in, and also do not forget to spread the truth among yourselves out there. Communication is so important.
I know you have no freedom of speech or freedom of the presses, America. Please do the best you can to get the truth around. Speak to each other. People everywhere will do the right thing if they can just get to the truth. I have faith in humanity.
Sweetness, I suppose for thoroughness I should say this... Though, I doubt it is a real problem that needs to be addressed. If on the off chance we were invited to the royal wedding, please RSVP that I am regretfully still enslaved, actively kept away from you, and living in a bubble of persecution. If we really were invited and you still want to go, please take your daughter in my place. I am sure she would love to experience all of the majesty. I am not a mean person, and I know the British are making progress taking care of the real problems over there. Please tell them I would love to be there myself. I love you, Sweetness.
If there is no reason for him to be campaigning right now, why is he not in his office doing his job? We already know he does not care about being the supposed leader of the free world. Where else would he be than out trying to collect money for his own purposes?
The best thing about this propaganda tour, though, is that it gives the public a chance to get in his face and demand answers. Go to his supposed campaign rallies, and voice your real opinions. Ask him the big questions about why you are not allowed free speech and about why I am enslaved by him. Demand answers.
Go to his appearances and protest outside. Get in his face and prove that the public does not like him. He is clearly on the defensive. Speak the truth and loudly call out all of his lies.
Obama the Terrorist is out among the people. The people need to show him who is boss in a democracy.
Speaking of calling out lies, I just checked my balance. I still have $13 collectively between my checking and savings accounts. Clearly my father is not good at being an adult guardian. Not only am I truly mentally competent and not only did he perjure himself by claiming I was under the jurisdiction of the Polk County District Court, but he uses his ill-gotten adult guardianship to mistreat me further. He needs to be stopped.
Iowa, you are proving to be good people. If you can, take him aside and tell him to treat me with respect for once. Sadly, he does know the truth. He is just a bad person.
I learned today that my father is lying about me. He claims I have history of "running away." He is such an asshole. I do have history of NOT living in Iowa. I do have a history of world travel. And I do have a history of having freedoms and rights. I do not have a history of running away from anything; although, I do refuse to stay places I am this severely abused and mistreated.
My father is an established liar, perjurer, and criminal. Do not fall for anything he says.
The rest of Iowa seems to be coming around. Thank you for sending the truth in here. Please keep sending it in, and also do not forget to spread the truth among yourselves out there. Communication is so important.
I know you have no freedom of speech or freedom of the presses, America. Please do the best you can to get the truth around. Speak to each other. People everywhere will do the right thing if they can just get to the truth. I have faith in humanity.
Sweetness, I suppose for thoroughness I should say this... Though, I doubt it is a real problem that needs to be addressed. If on the off chance we were invited to the royal wedding, please RSVP that I am regretfully still enslaved, actively kept away from you, and living in a bubble of persecution. If we really were invited and you still want to go, please take your daughter in my place. I am sure she would love to experience all of the majesty. I am not a mean person, and I know the British are making progress taking care of the real problems over there. Please tell them I would love to be there myself. I love you, Sweetness.
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