Please Save Me.-- Take 2

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Here is my latest blog post. I was tortured the day I posted my last blog post, so the post was a mess. This is what my last post should have looked like. Please compare this post to my last post to see how harmful the torture is to me, my mind, and my soul. The torture ruins everything about me from my intelligence to my benevolence. Please make it stop.

SynSyn, press criminal and civil charges for everything. Sweetness, get more help. My beautiful world, make noise. I need a rescue and now!

New Delhi, India. Please, people of India, do not suffer this loss in vain. Let the victim's story and suffering help create a more beautiful and safer India. It is so beautiful to see so many people care about the safety of women. Please let this drive you forward towards real change for the better, and please protest peacefully.

Syria. Syrian opposition, we need you. We are trying to get al Assad out of power to help create a better and finally peaceful Syria, but we need you to show up at the talks in Moscow to make that happen. We cannot plan Syria's future without you. This is not an attempt to negotiate to keep Assad in power; this is just the political process as an alternative to bloodshed. Please trust Mr. Lakhdar Brahimi and go to the talks.

Europe. You are having an unemployment crisis, Europe. Fifty-eight percent of your youth are unemployed in Greece, and some of your nations are looking at 25% unemployment.

Please do not make the mistakes of Obama when it comes to creating jobs. The unemployment rate has been dropping superficially in America because so many of our workers are now under-employed (working more than one job below their skill set and barely able to survive on their wages) or have given up looking for work altogether and dropped out of the workforce.

You need to look at the skills of your unemployed. Are there many factory workers? Are your recent college graduates in need of work? Do you have, as one example, many people from communications middle management that need jobs? Respectively, you will need to grow your manufacturing industries, create more entry-level jobs and inspire more entrepreneurialism among your youth, and stoke your media.

You need to take a good look at your unemployed and create the best jobs possible for them to take. A lot of this might include changing your people's habits. You might need to ask people to buy more European made products to grow your industries. You might need to create incentives for people starting new companies in your nations and help your people by fostering their ideas for new companies. If you need more media jobs, which really was just one random example, try government investment in the media.

There is so much to try. I only wish I could help you more.

As for life in America, there is a lot of speculation right now about this last election. People are wondering how Obama got reelected at all considering all of the crimes he has been and still is committing. The explanation is simple. Obama has totalitarian control of the media.

No one was allowed to report the truth about him or his crimes to the public during the campaigning months. The truth is only coming out now because his reelection has cemented the need of the international community in the know to remove him from power.

America has no freedom of the press. That is how Obama got reelected. No one would have voted for a human rights violating systemic rapist and torturer if they knew the truth about him. Obama was allowed to say anything he wanted, but no one was allowed to tell the truth about him.

Speaking of his crimes, have you tried any bottled liquids for sale in America lately? We need a government that will hold people accountable for drugging and poisoning the public! It is not just the tap water. It is also everything that comes in a bottle. The water is tainted; the milk is drugged; and never touch an energy drink.

Where is the FDA? Why are there no recalls? Ah, yes, that is right. The FDA is part of the executive branch that answers to Obama. It is Obama's job to protect the public from drugs and poisons in their food products and tap water. If Obama is not in on it, why is it not illegal to do this to the entire public?

Among other things Obama sanctions... Everything Iowan is everything wrong with the world. These people have no morality. They have no sense of right or wrong.

They trap me in Iowa. They torture me. They take my money away from me. They persecute me. They poison their own water. They drug me, poison me, and roofie me. They rape me. They lie to my face. They outright refuse to give me even the most basic of human rights. They commit the crimes and then espouse that it is not their job to fix the problem. Then, they complain I am here and complain they have the reputation as the scum of the earth.

Iowa has had the ability and the opportunity to end this crisis in America since December 2010 when I arrived here. But they have no sense of right or wrong, so they refuse. It does not take bravery to do the right thing; it takes morality. There are even Iowans proud that they fight me, so they can continue this crisis all of America faces as long as possible. Iowa is what is wrong with the world.

Do you have any idea what sort of problems I could have fixed by now and how much good I could have done if I just had human rights all these torturous years? I have so much ability. I just need the opportunity to do good before Obama destroys me.

What I volunteered for was carrying humanity through Global Climate Change. I have spent a lot of time thinking about everything from climate refugees and storm survival to food production and disease patterns. But what I want to do is work on these problems.

I want to see a solar-powered Model T before I reach retirement age. I want to see a green rooftop movement for processing the carbon out of the air. There is so much work to do. Is America really going to choose to destroy me instead of letting me do my job?

I also volunteered to talk to Iran about nuclear weapons. You know, just go to Japan and sit down with the leaders of Iran to talk to them about their actual goals. They cannot drop nuclear warheads on Israel without hitting themselves with nuclear fallout and destroying many sites holy to Islam, so what do they want them for? I do not believe their goal is complete world annihilation, and that is about all nuclear weapons can achieve. Just a good honest talk, that is something I have wanted for a while now.

My beautiful world, please save me. Every time I am tortured everything gets worse. The persecution by the public alone is enough to destroy me, but the torture on top of it had me writhing on the floor of my closet in tears Thursday night after the last time I was attacked with a needle.

My beautiful world, you need to start kicking (expletive). I cannot live much longer like this. I am falling apart in here. Please save me.

Please make sure my brave rescuers have all the support possible, and make noise. My beautiful world, make noise. Make everybody hear you. Get the truth to the masses to make everyone stand up for what is right, and make noise. Raise nonviolent hell, my beautiful world. And do not stop until I am recognized as a human by everyone everywhere including DC and including Iowa.

My genius podcasters, please make a podcast/broadcast of how high-functioning I was before I was tortured on Thursday and of how degraded I was afterwards. Show me speaking with the news in the morning. Then show me curled up in the floor of my closet that night. Please make the point that the torture destroys me very clear.

SynSyn, appeal everything that does not go our way. Take it to a new judge. Remind the courts they could have prevented me from being tortured this last Thursday if they would have approved of my having human rights already and remind them that they can prevent me from ever being tortured again. Show how much the torture ruins me.

Also, Synny, press criminal and civil charges for everything. Let no crime go by without back-breaking punishments to make it never happen again. We need to make this stop. I am so close to being destroyed. Thank you, Syniva, thank you.

Sweetness, what if you do not make it in time? What happens if no one saves me? I am so close to being destroyed. Please be prepared to help Syniva carry humanity into a world without me. I know this is a morbid thought; but nothing has been able to save me yet, and things just keep getting worse. Please be ready to help Syniva care for the world if Obama succeeds at destroying me. Unless this ends immediately, you will not have me much longer. I love you.

P.S. Now that you have read this post, my beautiful world, go back and compare this to my last post. My last post is an example of how much the torture destroys me. This is the same post. Every time I am tortured, the damage gets worse and more permanent. Please save me, my beautiful world. Do not allow Obama to destroy me. Save me, so I can be my beautiful self and do my job in the world.

Please save me.

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Here is my latest blog post. SynSyn, press criminal and civil charges for everything. Sweetness, get more help. My beautiful world, make noise. I need a rescue and now!

This blog post is a mess. They tortured me today.

The is a lot of speculation right now. People are wondering how Obama got reelected at all considering all of the crimes he has been committing. The explanation is simple. Obama has totalitarian control of the media.

Have you drunk any bottled liquids for sale in America lately? We need a government that will hold people accountable for drugging and poisoning the public! It is not just the tap water. It is also everything that comes in a bottle. Even cans of soup put me to sleep.

Everything Iowan is everything wrong with the world. These people have no morality. They have no sense of right or wrong.

They trap me in Iowa. They torture me. They take my money away from me. They persecute me. They poison their own water. They drug me, poison me, and roofie me. They rape me. They lie to my face. They outright refuse to give me even the most basic of human rights. They commit the crimes and espouse that it is not their job to fix the problem. Then, they complain I am here and complain they have the reputation as the scum of the earth.

Iowa has had the ability and the opportunity to end this crisis in America since December 2010 when I arrived here. But they have no morality, so they refuse. It does not take bravery to do the right thing; it takes a sense of right and wrong. Iowa is what is wrong with the world.

Do you have any idea what sort of problems I could have fixed by now and how much good I could have done if I just had human rights all these torturous years? I have so much ability. I just need the opportunity to do good before Obama destroys me.

What I volunteered for was carrying humanity through Global Climate Change.

My brave rescuers, please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me. Please save me.

My beautiful world, you need to start kicking ass. I cannot live much longer like this. I am falling apart in here. Please save me.

SynSyn, appeal everything that does not go our way. Take it to a new judge. Press criminal and civil charges for everything. Let no crime go by without back-breaking punishments to make it never happen again. We need to make this stop. I am so close to being destroyed.

Sweetness, what if you don't make it in time? What happens if no one saves me? I am so close to destroyed.

Happy Holidays! for All Holidays!

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Here is my latest blog post. This one, again, will be short but sweet. I might have waited for more content, but I was in a hurry to get this posted.

Egypt. Was it a fair vote? I was under the impression that the majority of your nation wanted a better constitution that would better protect the human rights of every citizen. So much can be accomplished with educating the masses. I learned that the long way myself. If it was not a fair vote, you have grounds to fight the referendum. You really need a better constitution.

As for my life, absolutely nothing has improved yet. There are a lot of things going on out there, but in here I will be tortured this coming Thursday 27Dec. That is all I have to look forward to. Please save me, my beautiful world, please save me.

My brave rescuers, I know you have the hardest job out of all of us. All I can do to help you is make sure you have all the support you need to be able to reach me. Whatever you need, just ask me or my beautiful world. You are all doing the heavy lifting out there, and I know it cannot be easy for you all to be away from your loved ones in December. Most sincerely, thank you for everything you do for me.

My beautiful world, as always, take good care of my rescuers. Please make sure they have everything they could possibly come up with that would help them rescue me. Show them some love this holiday season. They have volunteered to fight to rescue me when they could be cozied up with their loved ones drinking hot chocolate under the mistletoe instead. Please stand behind them and take good care of them for me.

Also, my beautiful world, make some noise. Do not stop screaming until every criminal who has hurt me is in prison. Do not stop singing until we all have our full human rights again. Do not stop demonstrating until the mandate is reversed. Do not stop demanding until Obama has resigned or been impeached. We can do this. We can save America. Please make your voices heard, and do not stop until I am free.

SynSyn, you have the authority as my Power of Attorney to put my signature on anything. Take it off a letter and make a rubber stamp, or sign it yourself in your own handwriting! I hope that helps you take care of the odds and ends of my life. You know, starting companies, setting up foundations, hiring my friends, and everything else that you do to help me should all be easier for you now. You are the best BFF ever!

Sweetness, I spent another Christmas dreaming of you and only you instead of candy canes or sugarplums. I also finally figured out what I want to get you this year beyond the folk art I am making that never seems to end. You are my most beloved, and I understand how busy you are fighting to rescue me. I know you will save me. I have faith in you.

Press Criminal Charges.

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Here is my latest blog post. I look at the hot spots in the world, and I ask Syniva to press criminal charges.

Syria. Thank you, Russia, for taking a role is building a post-Assad Syria. You make me very happy. It increasingly appears that removing al Assad from power and replacing him with someone who will not massacre the children and people of Syria is the only solution. We still need to get more humanitarian aid into the nation somehow. These should be priorities.

Mali. The ECOWAS solution takes better shape every day. I believe it will work. We need to return northern Mali to the control of the government of Mali, and Africa with the support of the world is capable of doing this. Thank you, my beautiful world, for finding and enacting this solution.

Newtown, CT. There are perfectly wonderful people in the world with developmental diseases like Aspergers Syndrome just like there are plenty of wonderful people in the world with mental illness. Blaming a mass shooting on a diagnosis is hurtful and cruel. This is no time to demonize people with autism; in fact, there is never a time to demonize people with autism. Please wait until we discover his motivation for the mass shooting before you all try pointing the finger.

My brave rescuers, how close are you? Iowa tortures me again on Thursday 27Dec. Please hurry. Nothing is getting better in here. Do you need anything? You can ask me and my beautiful world for anything.

My beautiful world, please support my rescuers. Provide everything they need to be able to rescue me. Please make noise, and do not stop until I am safe, free, and have my human rights. Throw everything at them, my beautiful world. You can save me. You can do this. Just do not hold anything back. Evil Iowa tortures me again on Thursday.

SynSyn, please ask the courts to overturn the mandate. Good people are dying every day trying to rescue me from the heinous human rights violations that the mandate created and enforces. Please make it all end. Reread Dearest Syniva and An Angry Blogpost for all of our grounds that the mandate in unconstitutional. Please ask the courts to overturn the mandate finally.

Also, my BFF, yes, I want to press criminal charges. I want to lock away the quacks, the torturers, the libelers, my slave owners, the people who hired Cuddlebunny, and everybody else who committed crimes against me. We absolutely need to make sure we are successful prosecuting Tom Varilek, the current torturer Dr. Singh, and Barack Obama, so press charges in the right order to make that happen.

Synny, be wary of any sabotage from the government, particularly the Department of Justice, trying to protect itself. Only do this if they can guarantee they will prosecute competently. Thank you, SynSyn. You are the best BFF ever.

Sweetness, I am sad. Your holiday gift will be late. I have been stitching on it for months, but my rate of stitching has been too slow. I am sad.

Also, darling, I am an atheist; you are not obligated to get me any gifts this December. But if you insist, I want you. Tie yourself up with a bow and come walking into my apartment some morning. Yes, my beloved, I am doing everything possible to reach you, too. The easy part is loving you; it is everything else that is so damn difficult.

Sweetness, if you really think you can love me, we will be together forever. It might just be the persecution talking, but I have no idea what you see in me. I am fat. I am ugly. And everybody around me hates me. I am taking your love for me on faith. If you really think you can love me, you will have me forever. Are you sure about this? I love and adore you. Please do not lead me on.

Notes from a Good Person Lost among Evil Strangers

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Here is my latest blog post. This is basically a plea asking Iowa to finally stop going out of their way to destroy me and to stop damaging me as much as they can get away with.

Pakistan. Please, Pakistan, vaccinate your children against polio. The vaccination campaign is run by the United Nations not by Western superpowers. The United Nations do not spy on villagers; they, in fact, do not spy on anyone. The United Nations is a humanitarian organization.

The vaccinations do not sterilize your children. I was vaccinated against polio when I was a child. Do you want your children to be like me? Please, Pakistan, there is a lot of misinformation about polio vaccinations in your country. Polio is a horrible disease that can be eradicated, but to do that, you have to vaccinate your children.

Syria. An activist named Zaldoun has been captured by the Syrian government. He is a regular contributor to CNN, and we are all very concerned for him.

Syrian government, I understand that you do not like me much. I am not a fan of your human rights violations, and you are not a fan of my efforts to end the violence in your nation. But I still find I have to say something. Please listen to me.

Zaldoun is one person. He is just one person who, much like myself, uses his voice to fight for human rights in his home country. We would all prefer if you set him free, but in the mean time, please treat Zaldoun with the dignity and respect you would treat me if I were your prisoner. We are very much alike, Zaldoun and I. Please treat him the way you would treat me.

As for my life, testosterone pops up in my food and drink most commonly. Last Sunday after I posted my blog entry and went out to be social, there was testosterone in the straight cranberry juice I ordered at the neighborhood bar. I can tell because it made my face rounder, because it made my fat man-belly larger, and because my period lasted one afternoon this month. The damage from the testosterone on my body is usually permanent. On occasion in wears off after a month or so. I need a rescue just to stop Iowa from putting chemicals in my body.

Iowa you are horrible to me all day every day. Do you remember this?... I was right all along. People who say "What are Obama's rules?" when speaking with me are all evil. Claiming not to know common knowledge truths is a sign of evil. I had another conversation with the woman who claimed not to know who my husband is.

She made a show out her blind obedience to every crime Obama commits against me. Then she told me all of the ways she tried taking control of her granddaughter's life because she "has a disease." She actually believed that would be an appropriate topic of conversation with me. I told her the truth, and now she avoids me. All people who make a show of obeying Obama are evil.

That was Sunday afternoon. Sunday night I went out in the cold, so I would not have to stay home alone. An off-duty bartender at Wellman's Pub on Ingersoll named Sid made me a roofied drink I did not even order, insisted I drink it in front of him, and then spent ten minutes asking me my name. Sid showed so many signs of evil. The moment he asked me my name I knew better than to drink any more of his drink. People like him need to be put in prison.

I am assaulted by (expletive)s on all sides I here. This is unrelenting persecution. There is no safe place for me to go to escape the (expletive) public around here... Click here to read the entire blog post.

This constant attack from the people of Iowa mixed with the fact they heinously refuse to stop torturing me are why I am no longer a beautiful person. All I see is hate. All I am given is hate. So, I have learned to hate. I hate Iowa. I hate every person still committing crimes against me. I am ugly now. I hate myself. And Iowa is to blame.

Iowa, I am still waiting for you to treat me like a human and to give me my full human rights. At least stop denying reality to my face when you speak to me. STOP ASKING ME MY NAME! Stop pretending you do not know who I am. Never outright deny reality by saying, "What are Obama's rules?" to me! You always have a choice not to go out of your way by doing these things. You need to start taking the alternatives.

Also, Iowa, the requirements have not changed. If you want me to forgive you and no longer press charges against you, you have to do the same three things Mexico and the UK did. You have to...
1.) Cease all crimes against me in all forms from no longer torturing me to no longer enforcing all of the persecution (the rules) here.
2.) Sincerely ask for forgiveness. You absolutely must be sincere not just trying to cover your backside.
3.) Throw down to help rescue me. Just give me a ride to my rescuers already.

Iowa, so much of the world is willing to die to be as close to me as you are, and look at how you squander and taint your opportunity. Is there not a myriad of world issues you would like to talk to me about? Is there anything you want help with or advice on? You know the three things you have to do to get my forgiveness. STOP ALREADY!

Or are you right, Iowa? Am I truly worthless? That is how you treat me, and that is what you make me believe about myself. STOP ALREADY! I am real. My suffering at your unrelentingly cruel hands is real. TREAT ME LIKE A HUMAN FINALLY!

Do you remember this?... My beautiful world, I know you watch me to keep me as safe as possible. I understand you have been complaining lately that watching me is boring. I am only boring when I have no one to talk to. Please, my beautiful world, send me a friend. Externally imposed loneliness is one of the worst parts of the persecution. Please, for me, send me a friend. It will save my soul.

I understand that people get taken aside and told not to create lasting friendships with me. If that is the case, send me a new friend every day. They know how they should behave-- never ask me my name nor anything else that is common knowledge. Did you see me at the Alpine Lounge Saturday night? That was an acceptable way to behave around me... except for the one guy who asked me my name. Try sending me a new friend every day if they cannot stay in my life to build a friendship. Please. Click here to read the whole previous blog post.

My beautiful world, I need you. I need help in here. I need people to be good to me for the first time since December 2010 when I arrived in Iowa. Is there anything you can do to convince at least some Iowan somewhere to be good to me? To be my friend? To be nice to me? The chocolate shop is a safe haven because they are the only people who do not go out of their way to be cruel to me. PLEASE SEND HELP!!! Iowa is killing everything beautiful about me!

My brave rescuers, you cannot get here soon enough. I hear you when you say it is just a matter of time before you reach me. But I do not have time. The persecution is destroying me. There will be nothing beautiful left about me if this goes on much longer. They torture me again on 27Dec. Is there any way to save me from it?

SynSyn, would an injunction get my finances away from Tom Varilek finally? Can the courts seize my assets then give them to me? I know I keep you so busy.

My BFF, bring every conceivable charge you can make stick against Iowa, Polk County, Broadlawns, Tom Varilek, the quack Dr. Singh who orders the torture, the federal government, etc. And do not let up until I have my full human rights. They know what they have to do to get our forgiveness. Never let them off easy. Use back-breaking punishments. I love you. Thank you.

Sweetness, I have been thinking about TRANSCENDENCE lately. There is so much we need to talk about. Beyond that, you probably ought to read up on Wintermute. She used to be my favorite artificial intelligence. Click here to see what book she is from. I cannot wait to see you acting again.

P.S. I am a stranger here myself... This is how life in Iowa feels. I am such an alien here.

September is Too Late to Save Me.

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Here is my latest blog post. We start looking at the tragedy at Sandy Hook in Newtown, CT. I discuss why I do not believe in the Mayan Apocalypse. And we end, as always, with words of love for my beloved husband.

Newtown, CT. Guns are a Constitutional right in America. The assault weapons ban sounds good, but we cannot make greater changes without an amendment to the Constitution. Is it time for an amendment? America seems reticent. Also, putting more guns and armed security guards in public places will not make us safer.

The gunman had a minor form of autism. Aspergers Syndrome is very common and does not make people psychopaths. Being evil makes people psychopaths. This is no time to start a war against people with mental illness. People with mental illness need love and understanding. Psychopaths do not.

In short, until we learn what motivated the shooting, we will not know how to prevent any more in the future. The man holding Catcher in the Rye who shot John Lennon wanted to be famous. Children are raised playing video games now where shooting large numbers of people is commonplace. Anything could be to blame, and this situation is so much more complicated that gun laws and demonizing people with mental illness.

We still need to find out what motivated the shooting. Then and only then can we make sure this never happens again.

Washington, DC. Just like all Americans, I am happy every time I hear that our embattled parties have made progress towards resolving the fiscal cliff crisis. But, Washington, you are cutting it a little close. And there are a great many other problems the nation needs you to work on, too. Please get the fiscal cliff under control by the New Years deadline.

I did my best to broker compromise. It is all in your hands, now. Please do not let us down.

Iraq. This is a critical time for Iraq. There have been new bloody bombings just days ago, and now their president has had a stroke.

Please, Iraq, there is so much unrest in your part of the world already. We, the entire world, need you to make sure you keep your country together. This is no time for you, Iraq, to fall apart. If you need any help, let us all know, and thank you for doing your best to keep stability and as much peace as possible in your nation. This world needs more peace and stability as a whole.

Mayan Apocalypse. I do acknowledge that the Mayans were an advanced civilization that developed zero and an approximation for pi independent of all cultures outside Mesoamerica. But I do not believe the end of their calendar harkens the end of the world.

I think this coming Friday just happens to be the day their calendar was scheduled to end and would have been time for them to start a new calendar just like we do when our calendars end. Click here to learn more about the Mayan calendar..

Please try not to panic on Friday, but if you feel like it, run through the streets calling, "The Doctor did it! He saved us!" on Saturday morning when you wake up. There is never a bad time to make a Doctor Who reference. Click here to learn more about Doctor Who.

As for my life in here, I know that there has been grand progress and that I am supposed to be happy, but absolutely nothing has improved. Even though it is completely illegal, my father still controls what finances I am allowed, and no, I am sill not allowed the vast majority of my finances.

They refuse to stop the war crime of torturing me, and it is destroying me. The insufferable persecution of me by the public continues; that is, the rules are still enforced. Every day something beautiful in me dies because of the persecution. And I still live under constant threat of being institutionalized.

I still have the enslaving spy equipment in my head instead of bodyguards to keep me safe. I do not have my husband. I still have to sleep at night with a webcam watching me to deter attackers in the night. I could be assassinated at any minute. My life is horrifying and miserable, and I have no way to make it to a country that has offered me safe haven from all of this.

Obama said he will not resign until September. But September is not soon enough to save me. He has bought himself enough time to destroy me. Every day the torture, persecution, and externally enforced loneliness in here kills more beauty in me. I am so damaged already, and the longer this goes on the more difficult it is to even hold on least of all to do good. Please take Obama down in time to save me.

Please burst this bubble in time to save me. This is horrifying and miserable. Nobody else could have survived all of this as long as I have. This cruel and unusual punishment for no crime ever committed must be ended immediately.

My beautiful world, I know you watch me to keep me as safe as possible. I understand you have been complaining lately that watching me is boring. I am only boring when I have no one to talk to. Please, my beautiful world, send me a friend. Externally imposed loneliness is one of the worst parts of the persecution. Please, for me, send me a friend. It will save my soul.

I understand that people get taken aside and told not to create lasting friendships with me. If that is the case, send me a new friend every day. They know how they should behave-- never ask me my name nor anything else that is common knowledge. Did you see me at the Alpine Lounge Saturday night? That was an acceptable way to behave around me... except for the one guy who asked me my name. Try sending me a new friend every day if they cannot stay in my life to build a friendship. Please.

Obama, why are you so opposed to my having basic human rights? The world knows what you are doing to me and to America. You are caught. Why are you clinging to persecuting me? You cannot justify it; there is no justification for this. Why are you continuing instead of just admitting wrong and stopping? The world will not rest until you are stopped. Why are you still maniacally insistent on persecuting me?

My beautiful world, I need you to make the most noise possible. You have proven how effective you are; please work another miracle for me. Make noise and demand an immediate end to the bubble. Demand the mandate be repealed or overturned immediately to save me from being assassinated or destroyed. September is not soon enough to save me. The persecution is too much for me. Please make noise, my beautiful world, and do not stop until I am saved.

My brave rescuers, I heard that you would be here by now if you were not so frequently sabotaged. I understand that you wanted to send the civilians home months ago. If they are the source of the sabotage and counter-intelligence, I understand doing this. Do not pretend this about knowing better than they do about keeping them safe; they should have the right and freedom to put their lives on the line if they so choose, but they do not have the right to subterfuge nor to harm each other.

Please look into the source of the sabotage and take all measures necessary to make sure you can rescue me. And ask my beautiful world to provide anything you need to be able to reach me. Food? Heaters? Equipment? Weaponry? Medicine? Supplies? I know you are out-gunned already. It will only get worse if you send the civilians home.

My brave rescuers, I saw that a blizzard is coming our way, too. You are supposed to be expecting eleven inches of snow up there. Please stay warm. And thank you. As always, thank you.

SynSyn, as always, thank you. You have had grand successes out there. Please do everything possible to get control of my finances away from my father and into your or my hands. Press all necessary charges to force my father to give me back my passport. I wish the fight were over, but absolutely nothing has changed in here. I love you. You are the best BFF ever.

Sweetness, I love and adore you. I know you are attempting the final steps of saving me, and I know it is not easy out there. I have faith in you, my brave beloved. I know you are the hero I fell in love with. I know you will rescue me. And thank you.

Do not Make Mental Illness the Scapegoat.

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Here is my latest blog post. The tragedy in Connecticut is horrible.

Connecticut. When we look at Newtown, Connecticut, we see a community we need to help heal. My beautiful world, give them warm arms to comfort them. Give them a place to lean when they need support. Hold them when they weep. Be their friend and neighbor in their time of need. Love the children. Love the victims. Love the survivors. Love the families. This is a time to love one another.

I have heard the news and the talk lately. Everybody wants to blame the massacre on mental illness. This sickens me. This is no time to demonize people who carry the burden of a mental health diagnosis.

I am lucky enough to have no mental illness at all whatsoever, as miraculous as that is considering everything I have had to live through since 2009. But being mislabeled as a schizophrenic for years while I have been in and out of torture facilities as the conspiracy has used mental health commitment to control and destroy me has introduced me to a great many good people with mental illness.

Mental health commitment while having absolutely no mental illness has taught me two very big things about mental illness.
1.) Good people are good. Bad people are bad. This is independent of whether or not those people have a mental illness. Good people with mental illness are never violent. But a mental illness in a bad person can breakdown the social taboos of violence in that bad person, and our society romanticizes violence. You do not need to test if people have mental illness to prevent these massacres. You have to test whether or not people are good or bad.
2.) People labeled as having a mental illness are treated horribly by our society. I carry the burden of being labeled a schizophrenic, so my father can take control of my finances. So I can kept away from my loved ones. So I can be thrown into torture facilities at the drop of a hat. So Obama can order me to be tortured. No one will ever choose to get help or mental health attention if they will be treated as horribly as I have been with mental illness as an excuse. As a society, we need to learn to treat people with mental illness with dignity and respect if we ever want anybody to seek help.

The stigma of mental illness is a monster. Trust me. I know.

My vigilant podcasters, please create a podcast/broadcast about what is actually required for a person to be put in a mental health facility against his or her will. People must be a tangible threat to others or themselves. Please have legal and medical experts comment on how far from reality and suicidal or violent people must be in order to be committed. Then, go through every statement my parents submitted about me every time they had me committed in Des Moines or San Diego and prove I never should have been committed any of the times.

1.) I was not even slightly violent nor suicidal in any circumstance and was never a threat to others or myself. 2.) I had absolutely no mental illness, nor was I exhibiting anything that could be interpreted as a symptom of a mental illness in any of the instances. 3.) The statements are fraught with perjury. 4.) I was on the verge of leaving town to be with my husband or BFF in almost all instances. 5.) The local governments signed off on all of it.

Please, my vigilant podcasters, take some time to prove there was never grounds to commit me any of the times I was put in a torture facility. It was just a convenient evil for them to use to libel me, control me, and try to destroy me.

Iowa, if you would just finally stop committing crimes against me, I would finally get a chance to stop pressing charges against you. Would you prefer to be good to me? I would like that. Please at least put on a show of being good people and stop committing crimes against me. Make it illegal to torture, persecute, and rape in Iowa.

My beautiful world, make some noise. There has been grand progress out there where I can neither see nor hear it, but there has been no improvement to my quality of life in here yet. I still live under tremendous persecution and in horrifying circumstances.

They torture me like clockwork; I could be assassinated at any moment; there is a constant threat of my being attacked in my sleep; and I still have no way to get to safety. Please make noise, my beautiful world, and do not let up until I have human rights and am living somewhere that has offered me safe haven from this persecution. Get people on their feet. Make everyone hear you.

My brave rescuers, there has been progress, but I still need a lift. I understand tactics and situations are shifting out there. Can Syniva get me to her care in Seattle? Can you all save me from there? I would be so much safer in Syniva's care, but would that inhibit your ability to reach me? I know things are changing out there. Thank you for never giving up on me.

SynSyn, despite all of this progress, I still do not have control of my finances. Do you have it? Please let me know when it is sorted out. Be very critical of my father when he says anything. It has been my experience with him since 2010 when the adult guardianship mess started that he will say anything he wants to get anything he wants. We have years of court records proving this.

Also, my BFF, please make my father give me back my passport. This is important. Safe haven is in another country.

Sweetness, there are seven billion people in this world. I chose you. And you have never disappointed me. I cannot wait to travel my beautiful world beside you doing good and loving humanity. The future is so bright. But it is just too far away right now.