Of the Two of Us...?

Iowa is turning sour. It seems I asked for the Des Moines Area to be bombarded with the truth just in time. The public, which had been civil and cheerful with me before despite insisting on complying with the federal government's persecution campaign, turned sour yesterday. This was not nervousness about being near someone famous; they were flat out mean. Please send help.

Libya, it is not too late to return to peaceful protests. Peace is what worked in Tunisia. Peace is what worked in Egypt. Do you remember those days when you were peacefully protesting? You, the rebels, had control of all of Tunisia except for Tripoli, and you were gaining momentum. It is not too late. You can win this still.

Japan, is our help reaching you? Are we all doing any good at all for you? An earthquake is one thing. An earthquake and tsunami is another thing. And a radiation crisis in a nation as scarred as you have been in the past by nuclear technology is something the rest of us can only barely imagine. Please take care. We are praying for you. If we can do anything else make sure you ask. This goes for you, too, Australia and New Zealand. We know you are also healing and rebuilding from natural disasters.

As for you, Obama the Oppressor, did you know that human rights violations including persecution, oppression, refusing freedom of speech, and removing the freedom of the press are all impeachable offenses? Did you know that war crimes including torture are impeachable offenses? Did you know the public knows you are guilty?

You need to be careful or someone might do something silly like start a petition to set me free or press Congress to impeach you. Maybe people will do that no matter what you do. You also need to be careful and look up when you are outside... in case a symbol of human expression, like a piano or something, lands on you out of the blue. Justice will ring through eventually. You can count on that. You are working hard towards impeachment all on your own.

Of the two of us, Obama, which one has a security team and which is regularly attacked by a supposed world leader too cowardly to do his own dirty work? Let me give you a clue. The correct answer in the opposite of-- which one of us is a benevolent super-genius and which one of us is a criminal menace to the free world? People are refusing to let you terrorize them with fear anymore. Justice will ring through.

Speaking of impeachment and instant kharma, the 'rods from god' can only be sent by the military. We also know they really exist. That secret got out. But the coordinates for where they land can only be programmed by a pentagon technician. They are controlled by computers, you see. Now, of the two of us, Obama, which one is beloved by the military and people who control computers? Keep looking up.

Now, imagine aliens land, and people standing in a cow pasture encounter them. Imagine the aliens speak the local language. Image the aliens tell the people standing in the cow pasture, "Take me to your leader," in the local vernacular. Of the two of us, Obama, which do you think will meet the aliens first? Food for thought... Wait, do you think? Or do you just plot and menace?

Sweetness, if only my love for you were enough to bring the persecution to an end... Obama the Oppressor is tantrum-driven child keeping us apart just to spite me for not letting him kill me yet. I am so sorry you are caught up in this mess, but I can think of no one I would want more to be beside me through all of this. I love you more than words can bear. I cannot wait for justice to ring through.

The Future is not a Contest.

I see that President Incompetent addressed the public again today. When will he be finally kicked into line? Besides, increasing drilling for oil will increase environmental harm and disasters. Draw the line on Obama the Oppressor finally. He already took away human rights from all Americans. When will he be stopped?

Not to mention that fact Obama the Asshole is a menace to the free world, but of the two of us, he is the one allowed security. He is a product of what corruption can buy. We need to get this bubble burst. We need to force the persecution and oppression to end. Are you fighting, people? Are you fighting?

I found something in the coffee I made here at the house this afternoon. Someone is trying to drug me again. It is not in the water this time, though. I am very sensitive to these things. I hate feeling slowed down. It makes me really angry.

Earn the right to wear this,...

...and we will all cross the finishing line into freedom together.

The future is not a contest. It cannot be won. The future must be earned; it must be nourished; it must be protected. The future is a promise. It cannot be reduced to a mere game. You cannot win the future, but you can build it.

Sweetness, I put a letter in the mail to you last evening. I wept my make-up off writing it. It should be there Friday. I love you more than words can bear.

I am not a Fad.

In my last blog post I did not have a chance to say, "Hello!" to three of my guy-friends also from Chicago, Patrick Liddell, 'Topher Henry, and Admiral Zoltar. Yes, I also wonder about you and hope you are all doing well. Zoltar, will you 'friend' me on facebook already, and did you ever get my thank-you card in the mail? I sent it in 2009.

Zoltar and his colleague Robert used to keep the smarmy menfolk off me when I would go drinking in the Miller's Pub in the Loop until all hours of the morning. I do not drink until all hours of the morning anymore, but I could really use some security like that these days. I have really ticked off some really powerful people... like the president of the United States of America.

No, I do not plan on backing down, but I know I really need some security to be able to engage in this fight in safety. Everyday I wonder if it is the day I get run over by a 'runaway truck.' I have some very powerful and very evil enemies; there is no way to know what to expect.

Luckily, a bubble is only as strong as the people around me. If you, my beautiful world, bombard Iowa with the truth, I will be able to trust the public to keep me safe. If people can just get to the truth, they will do the right thing. The best thing to do, though, would be ending this bullshit, so I can hire security.

What are the lies causing a stall in the arrival of my freedom this time? What could be left as a recourse for them to delay my obtaining my human rights? They already have no credibility. They already have no way out but down. There is no way they can save themselves. They know there is no excuse possible for their actions. Now, they are only stalling to keep me in peril's path.

It is killing them that I am not a fad but a permanent fixture in this world... a permanent fixture with a whole lot of work to do. I cannot be thrown away. My situation cannot be just swept under the rug. This is a real crisis that the US is in right now. Let's end it already.

Please, infiltrate Iowa with a way to keep me safe. But do not forget the big goal...

America, you need to stand up and take your rights back. Organize. Pick a date and time you will stick to. And just refuse to be victims anymore. Stop letting Obama the Oppressor terrorize you with fear. Universally refuse to comply. You can have your freedom of speech and press back again. There are enough of you. You just need to reach out and take it.

Sweetness, I love and adore you. I have been meaning to start you another letter, and I have no excuse for not having mailed one, yet. We have so much time to make up for. I will rage until we are together... and then we can rage together until we have justice.

Oh, and as a final note... How is nuclear power supposed to be clean energy? Please explain that one it way that makes sense. Nuclear power produces some of the least healthy waste out there.

Bombard Iowa with the Truth

"No bird soars too high, if he soars with his own wings” --William Blake
And I have so much further I need to go.

It is time to get the truth and the whole truth into Iowa. Send everything you know. The bubble is only as strong as the people around me. My parents refuse to support me, but do not forget everyone else in the Des Moines area. Infiltrate Iowa and spread around the truth. You need to be strong enough to speak over the lies here.

I am tired of being sneered at in public places, and I am tired of doctors I cannot trust. I am tired of ignorant decisions made by the Polk County District Court. Clearly, I am tired of being surrounded by belligerent ignorance as a whole.

Do not get me wrong about my parent situation... I am not angry at my mother. I have a very forgiving soul, it seems. And all my dad has to do is let go of his overbearing persecution of me for me to forgive him, too. Once I am no longer his victim, his presence will finally be bearable in my life.

Speaking of which, if the British want redemption, they need to start demanding justice. The British need to stop turning a blind eye to wrongs committed in their own country. While I was there, the people were filled with it-wasn't-me-it-was-someone-else denial and who-am-I-to-do-anything incompetence. Taking care of a people is all of the people's responsibility. They need to start demanding justice in their own nation.

Who put the chips in people's heads? Were they brought to justice, yet? Did they deal with the atrocities of their media, yet? Have they cornered, tried, and convicted Dr. Helen Reynolds and the ENTIRE nursing staff (except for Vinnie and Damian) who worked at the Windsor House in Liverpool while I was there? The torturers need to be nicked and convicted. That is how the British will redeem themselves... by cleaning up their own mess.

The Libyan rebels would have been successful by now if they had stayed peaceful, but they turned to violence. Violence is no way to solve a problem... it just breeds more violence. I hope the rest of North Africa and the Middle East continue with peaceful demonstrations as they drive to win.

I think so fondly these days of the months I lived in Andersonville in Chicago in 2008... Where are my friends from there and what are they up to? I treasure those months when I lived so close to Syniva and Will and Annie and Amalia and Matador and my young neighbors downstairs.

When I went through Chicago in March 2010, once the people realized I have never been dead (at least not in this life), they treated me like a rock star. The local police were real heroes to me when they intervened on my behalf to get rid of my self-obsessed father at the airport. The star who checked me into my hotel room gave me a rockin' rate and customer service. TSA was even super friendly to me both coming in and going out. Hee-hee... I saw the man at the metal detector reach out and touch my Kermit doll.

Chicago renewed my faith that if people could just get to the truth, they would do the right thing. That is why I believe Iowa just needs some people here to spread the truth around.‎ Chicago, are you busy? I could some heroes for an invasion.

There is no Excuse for Their Actions.

The truth is a difficult thing to pin down right now, but there are a few things very difficult to deny. Have you read the US Constitution lately? I am speaking particularly about Amendments Five through Eight.

Not only am I supposed to be INNOCENT UNTIL PROVEN GUILTY and free of any punishment from the government unless tried and proven guilty in a court of law, but in all situations I AM SUPPOSED TO BE FREE OF ALL CRUEL AND UNUSUAL PUNISHMENTS.

I have no idea what lies the government is propagating to get away with persecuting me, but there is NO SITUATION where their behavior for the past two years could ever be excused. There is NO EXCUSE POSSIBLE for putting me in a bubble, filling my body with technology, exploiting me and my daily life, executing a slander campaign against me, torturing me, raping me, abusing me, and refusing to allow me a way to defend myself.

Furthermore, there is NO EXCUSE in any circumstance for removing the human rights of any person in American, least of all ALL AMERICANS. THERE IS NO POSSIBLE EXCUSABLE REASON TO PERSECUTE ANYBODY UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, and there is no possible excusable reason to remove freedom of speech, the freedom to associate and assemble with others, and the freedom of the press from all people in this country. No matter what set of circumstances you put the behaviors of Obama the Oppressor in, his behavior is inexcusable and must be ended.

Obama the Oppressor dug himself into a hole, and he just keeps digging instead of admitting his culpability. He has tried covering up his crimes. He constantly lies. He has tried throwing me away. He has tried and still is terrorizing Americans with threats to maintain control. He has even tried claiming I am dead to get away with all of this... Do not let him get away with anything. Demand this ends. Demand justice.

My parents are no better than the government. My parents do not support who I am in this world nor anything I do in this world. My father is evil. He is a government stooge who tows the government line of persecuting me every moment of every day. My father serves nothing but his own ego, and he cannot be trusted.

My mother wants to be famous, but she is unwisely towing the government line and denying all reality about me to my face. She is also a government stooge. According to my mother, I am not important in this world, I do nothing extraordinary, and I am wasting my life right now by choice.

My beautiful world, we have accomplished so much together these past two years. And just look at everything we have gotten done together since December 2010. Look at all of things I could accomplish living in a bubble and being persecuted every moment of every day. Just think, my beautiful world, what would I be capable of if I could just have my human rights? I promised already to carry humanity through Global Climate Change. Think of everything I could do.

So many people have fought for the equality of women in this world. But in so many cases, we do not help or defend raped women in this world. When I finally convinced a clinic here in Ankeny, IA to give me a rape kit in May 2009, they physically harmed me while administering it... but they did find live sperm in my urethra... and they were not allowed to report it to anybody.

Chronologically, I was raped in a hospital in Minnesota, here in my childhood bedroom in Iowa, all over the city of San Francisco, in my sister's place in Los Angeles, every place I stayed in Mexico City, in the government-controlled housing in which I lived in Wigan in the UK, and repeatedly in the hospital in Liverpool.

In no case did I have a way to demand justice. I no case was there an environment conducive to my being listened to or taken seriously if I asked authority for help. They were all told to treat me like I was crazy. I was drugged and attacked in my sleep, and I had no way to get to safety. I just had a drive to get out, leave, and find a safe place to live. That was all I had at my disposal to keep myself safe. As a result, freedom of movement has been taken away from me.

Please, my beautiful world, keep raging. Rage until this persecution and oppression ends. Keep fighting; it is working. We will see this through. We will regain our freedoms. Please keep supporting those that support and help me. This is not an easy fight; make sure you help each other.

Sweetness, I hear you have been busy. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you, for everything.

So Much to Say

They are spreading lies again, aren't they... Please remember to point out and name slanderers publicly. I do not know why they even bother to speak. My attackers have no credibility left.

Remember how I have never been a smoker? That should help you keep track of how long they have had a voice simulator for me. With all of the audio files I have had online for years, they could have built the voice simulator for me as early as 2007.

I am peaceful, nonviolent, and completely benevolent. Everything to the contrary is lies. (I have sadly not had control of my own phone for years.) Please remember to point out and name slanderers publicly.

I have a sneaky suspicion, and I might be wrong about this one, that most lies about me are created and propagated by Homeland Security. Talk about a part of the executive branch that is completely redundant!

Do you remember when domestic terror concerns were handled by the FBI, and international ones were in the domain of the CIA? For what exactly does Homeland Security exist? TSA should be under the FBI or the FAA. How much taxpayer money could be saved if we did away with the redundancy that is Homeland Security completely? Fire Homeland Security and move its competent employees to the FBI.

And the division of Homeland Security called CyberSecurity, are they the ones who are patrolling my internet usage to make sure I cannot see the truth? Do they even have a real job? Protecting the nation's computers with cryptology is the job of the NSA. What is the real reason any division of Homeland Security exists?

Speaking of abuses of executive branch powers, the president would not have the ability to move troops without Congressional approval if Congress would vote to repeal the War Powers Act. Obama the Oppressor is really overstepping his job description. It is time to take that ability away from him.

That said, if Democrats want to retain any of the offices they have now, or even (Dare I say it?) possibly gain more influence over the government in the next election, they need to cut themselves free from Obama the Oppressor. The best thing to do would be to refuse to allow President Incompetent to run as an incumbent in 2012. Democrats, do not allow this chance to save yourselves pass you by. Cut loose your biggest liability and stop supporting your human-rights-violator president. You really can save yourselves. You just need to divorce yourselves from Obama the Asshole.

Are you, all of my people out there in my beautiful world, expressing yourselves fully to each other? Do not forget to print this out, attach angry letters, and mail this to all of your least favorite corrupt government officials and offices.

We can end this mess, but to do that people need to be out expressing themselves.

Do not forget the rules to maintaining freedom of speech...
1.) Do not lie about anyone.
2.) Do not plagiarize.
3.) Do not metaphorically scream "Fire!" in a crowded theater.
and
4.) Respect everyone's privacy.
Also, do not allow people who break these rules to pollute the world with their manure. They ruin the joy that is human expression for everyone. And everything that follows these rules is fair game for human expression.

Sweetness, do you need any back up out there? I know how hard you fight. Does your computer have a microphone in it? I know your phone does. You could always try what I do and talk to your computer when you hit a snag and need help. You never know what kind of benevolent help might be listening.

As for you, my hacker heroes, do I get to ask you for help, still? Do you mind not only keeping a watchful and helpful eye on my husband for me but also doing something to help stop the government from spying on us through our computers? The government constantly violates my privacy, infringes on my copyrights, and treats me without any human dignity or respect. I am really fed up with the government disregarding my human rights.

This is time for all of us to push together to end Obama the Oppressor's human rights violations. This is time for all of us together to end the persecution of me and the oppression of America. Thank you for all of your help in the past. I know I invoked the code of the Jedi on you once to make you stop doing something you were doing, but it was so brazen I was worried you were going to get yourselves caught. Do I get to ask you all for this further favor? Please say "Yes."

The Government Says I am Right.

I must have gotten something right; I know because the government has cracked down on my media. You know, Obama, making the oppression heavier is just an admission of guilt from you. Is it even still possible to fly in and out of DSM- the Des Moines airport?

I was thinking about organizing a march on my parents' house, so you could all demand I be set free of here. We could bus people in from all over the country, and I could leave with you all when it was successful. I hate being imprisoned like this.

If I could just get my dad sent to prison for perjury... He really did break the law. There is just no justice in Iowa.

The crackdown on my media actually makes me feel successful. I know it must be hell out there for all of you broadcasting in my general direction, but it is the government's way of telling me that I am right. The biggest leak in the bubble has always been the existence of the persecution and oppression at all. I love when they admit they are guilty.

Sweetness, I was hoping this would be over by now, but you already have my heart. It is not waiting for you... just the rest of me is. I am so sorry I cannot get myself out on my own. My father is just too evil. If you think of anything I can do to help, just let me know. I love you more than words can bear... and always will.

Obama was the President for All of It.

Guess who was the PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA for everything that has happened to me. You are right! It was Obama the Oppressor who actively persecuted me from the start.

I am a big deal. Decisions about me come straight from the top. Bush was only still president for the chip to be put at the tip of my nose in January 2009. All of the torture, rape, abuse, exploitation, and terrorism was committed by President Incompetent.

Who was president when I was filled with nanotechnology in a hospital so that the world could watch the minutia of my life against my will? Who sent agents to attack and rape me in my sleep in Iowa, San Francisco, and Los Angeles? Who continuously poisoned the water supply in San Francisco? Who told all of the lies about nuclear attack, prostitution, and my being dead? Who took away the freedom of speech and freedom of the press of all of America to get away with it? Obama. Obama. Obama! Obama! OBAMA!

If President Incompetent does not want to be known forever as the ringleader of persecuting an innocent (indisposable) brown girl with a tendency to heal people and an insistence on saving the world while he simultaneously took away the Constitutional rights of ALL AMERICANS, Obama the Oppressor needs to start turning in who was pulling his puppet strings.

He has two ways out. He can either claim to be an incompetent ringleader, or he can admit to being the puppet of an oligarchy hungry for money and power. Justice will come for him. He needs to choose which way he will go.

My beautiful world, did you ever wonder why no one is allowed to discuss even Global Climate Change with me?

It is because I am right. I live in a bubble where I am not allowed to hear the lies they spread about me, so I live in a bubble where I am not allowed to be distracted by the lies about me. Just try explaining why all of this happened and why the lies, oppression, and persecution continue without your logic relying on the New World Order hungry for money and power trying to run the world.

Obama the Oppressor is stalling and continuing to oppress all of America because he is looking for another way out for himself. But he started a mess, and instead of admitting to it when people started to get wise, he decided to dig himself deeper instead. President Incompetent has no way out but down. Make him call it quits before his hole gets any deeper.

America, you need to stand up and claim your human rights. End the lies and the reign of the liar yourselves. Organize. Pick a hasty day and time. And universally refuse to comply. Just stop letting the government oppress you. If you do it all together, you cannot be stopped.

Step one: End the persecution and oppression. That is, end the human rights violations first.

Step two: Demand justice. Do not let one guilty party get away.

Sweetness, do you need help with anything? I have sent you help for everything I can think of, but is there anything else I can do? I love you madly... It is the only mad thing about me. I am sorry if you always liked the fact I seemed a little crazy, but there is no real insane thing about me... except for how much I love you. Keep fighting the good fight. We will end this.

I Cannot be Expected to Know About Something that Never Happened.

Did people somewhere really claim that I killed somebody? Me? And people believed them? It never happened. How was I supposed to know they claimed it? Besides, there are so many problems with that lie...

1.) Whom would I have killed? My only enemies are Obama the Oppressor and the rest of the conspiracy known as the New World Order. And that is because they do things like lie about me in order to persecute me and oppress America. They are all alive and still lying to cover their asses. Persecution and oppression, I will have you know, are never excusable.

2.) Why was I not tried for it? Well, this one is obvious. It never happened. They just wanted an excuse to start wars and commit human rights violations. Human rights violations, I will have you know, are never excusable.

3.) How did I do it? I am a pacifist hippie. For me, hating is a new thing I picked up from the British, and I do not do violence. Sounds like 'Blood Libel' properly used... Thanks, Sarah. Blood Libel, I will have you know, is never excusable.

4.) How would years of my being tortured, abused, raped, filled with nanotechnology, and exploited be any sort of logical result of a anyone killing anybody? It is not a logical result of anything except lies. They lied, and they tried to throw me away to cover up for it. Rape, torture, abuse, and exploitation, I will have you know, is never excusable.

5.) Why was I never told I was accused? According to the Supreme Court ruling Wisconsin v. Constantineau 400 U.S. 433, 437 (1971), “Where a person’s good name, reputation, honor, or integrity is at stake because of what the government is doing to him, notice and an opportunity to be heard are essential.” I was never told about the lies and am still never told what the lies are about me, so they never see justice and are never held accountable. Their behavior, I will have you know, is never excusable.

The reality of the situation is clear. I was picked me out to be a victim. I was picked out to be exploited, used, and disposed of, and they hate me because I refuse to do anything but fight for myself.

Human rights violations and war crimes are never excusable, particularly if an innocent girl is picked out to be the disposable excuse for them.

Step one, my beautiful world, is to end the human rights violations. We end the persecution and oppression first. Stand up. Organize. Pick a date and time. And universally refuse to comply.

Step two is to demand justice. They started a mess, and they kept digging themselves deeper hoping they would never get caught. Their exit strategy was to get rid of me, but we, my beautiful world and I, have other plans. This does not end with my being thrown away. This ends with justice.

Did you ever wonder why no one is allowed to communicate with me? I was never supposed to be allowed to learn their lies about me.

Sweetness, I love and adore you. Once we have the freedom to be together, you will know just how much... if I could ever be able to express so much love. With all my being... --Squiddie

Less Perfect than I Used to Be...

I am a less perfect human than I used to be. It is the British who taught me how to hate, and I have not been able to shake it, yet. I am working on it, though. I would hate to think someone out there actually succeeded at permanently damaging me.

I know hate is a normal human emotion, and I am only human. I am trying not to hate myself for having a normal human emotion. This gets so meta sometimes. It would help if I were not persecuted.

I should bake cookies or something. When was the last time I had enough privacy to dance? Maybe tennis is on. My lifestyle needs to become something more than grammarous.

Everyone recite after me!

Wynken, Blynken, and Nod (Dutch Lullaby)
by Eugene Field (1850-1895)

Wynken, Blynken, and Nod one night
Sailed off in a wooden shoe---
Sailed on a river of crystal light,
Into a sea of dew.
"Where are you going, and what do you wish?"
The old moon asked the three.
"We have come to fish for the herring fish
That live in this beautiful sea;
Nets of silver and gold have we!"
Said Wynken,
Blynken,
And Nod.

The old moon laughed and sang a song,
As they rocked in the wooden shoe,
And the wind that sped them all night long
Ruffled the waves of dew.
The little stars were the herring fish
That lived in that beautiful sea---
"Now cast your nets wherever you wish---
Never afeard are we";
So cried the stars to the fishermen three:
Wynken,
Blynken,
And Nod.

All night long their nets they threw
To the stars in the twinkling foam---
Then down from the skies came the wooden shoe,
Bringing the fishermen home;
'T was all so pretty a sail it seemed
As if it could not be,
And some folks thought 't was a dream they 'd dreamed
Of sailing that beautiful sea---
But I shall name you the fishermen three:
Wynken,
Blynken,
And Nod.

Wynken and Blynken are two little eyes,
And Nod is a little head,
And the wooden shoe that sailed the skies
Is a wee one's trundle-bed.
So shut your eyes while mother sings
Of wonderful sights that be,
And you shall see the beautiful things
As you rock in the misty sea,
Where the old shoe rocked the fishermen three:
Wynken,
Blynken,
And Nod.

Sweetness, I am still trying to work out a way to get myself out on my own, so I can meet you somewhere. I am just so persecuted, and my father is just so evil. But, I have yet to meet a problem I could not solve. Bear with me. I am doing everything I can, here.

Who is Paying for Persecuting me?

You guessed it! It is the taxpayers who are paying for the US government to persecute me. Maintaining a complete bubble is expensive. My internet is patrolled. My television and radio broadcasts are censored. My phone calls are hand picked through.

And if you think that was expensive, image what it cost to fill me with spy equipment while I was in that hospital in Minnesota in 2009. The equipment alone cost a pretty penny, not to mention the cost of maintaining that I do not learn about my enslavement with it.

And think about maintaining the scare tactics required to enforce the bubble among the general public. Think of all the resources used. This does not come cheap.

This is where your taxpayer money is going. This is what the Feds are up to instead of keeping America safe. The nation of the USA is having a moral, spiritual, and psychological crisis, and the Feds are busy persecuting me instead of keeping America safe or helping America heal.

The US cannot go on like this. This bubble of persecution and terror has to end. Go claim your human rights, America! It is a matter of numbers.

Stand up and fight! You can never be too organized. Pick a day and time for this all to end. And universally refuse to comply!

Sweetness, with every beat of my heart, with every essence of my soul, and with every glint in my eye, I love you.

I Would Rather...

The people who put me in this illegal bubble control all calls in and out of my phone. They control all things I am capable of seeing online. They control the signals that go in and out of the televisions and radios near me.

I am not allowed most contact with any of my friends. I am also not allowed to see or hear anything that they consider having content that would allow me to learn anything about my own situation, the lies they spread about me, or the reality of the challenges I face. To be able to speak to me, to broadcast to me, and to reach me at all, my own friends and family choose to only type or say content-free messages.

As nice as it is to hear from my friends and family at all, I would rather their messages, broadcasts, music, etc... all be so content rich that all communication is kept away from me by the corrupt forces at work. I would rather know that the truth about me and my situation is being discussed fully, openly, and publicly than have my friends and family play it safe.

You all have the freedom to say anything you like, particularly online, because they keep everything away from me themselves that they do not want me to see or hear. Go claim your freedom of speech! According to the Supreme Court ruling concerning the Pentagon Papers, no one in this country can legally be censored until AFTER speaking, anyway.

Only play it safe if you get lonely and want to talk to me. There is always a way to get a message through to tell me you love me. I would much rather know that communication about me is fully, openly, and publicly happening.

Communication, the free exchange and discussion of thoughts and ideas, is a human right for a reason. It is key to getting all of this ended. Open your mouths and sling your fingers, my beautiful world, to say the truth as you please.

We all know the rules to free human expression:
1.) Do not lie about anyone.
2.) Do not plagiarize.
3.) Do not scream, "Fire!" in a crowded movie theater.
and
4.) Respect everyone's privacy.

If you follow these rules, you are supposed to be free to say, sing, type, broadcast, and express anything you want.

I would love to have the evening news kept away from me because they are reporting the truth about me to the world and the nation. You do not need to worry about getting in trouble for saying something I am not allowed to hear... They keep it all away from me themselves. Go claim your right to have freedom of speech.

Good questions! What is this costing taxpayers?

Sweetness, I like being married to a genius artist like you. I have a long history of scientists (particularly physicists) and mathematicians, but I finally found a proper soul-fit in an actor. Who knew? I needed a professional communicator all along. I love you more than words can bear. Never let them keep you down. I know you fight. And I know you rage. I send you all the help I can. I am so sorry I have no way out of this bubble without help. I am doing everything I can.

Clip me! Mail me!

And now for your snail-mailing pleasure... Just click on the attached image, print it, and mail it to any corrupt government official or other oppressor you believe needs to receive it! Mail as many as you like. Attach angry letters. Vent your angers through snail-mail! Enjoy!

I am not Medically Depressed; I am Unhappy Because I am Persecuted.

I am not allowed to have a job. I am not allowed to travel. There is no way for me to go back to school. I cannot write anything and keep it private. I have no control over my own intellectual property. I have no privacy as long as there is spy equipment in my head. I am forced to live with my racist, sexist, homophobic, and abusive father.

Every doctor (except for my chiropractor) who comes near me commits medical malpractice because they refuse to acknowledge the reality of what I have lived through. This means I cannot have treatment for the years of abuse, torture, and rape I have endured. Most distressingly, they refuse to remove the spy equipment they know is in my head.

I am not allowed a lawyer. I have no way to bring my father to court to have his illegally-procured adult guardianship over me revoked. I have no way to seek out justice for the years of wrongs committed against me. I am not allowed to seek any justice at all.

I am not allowed to see my childhood friends. I am not allowed to call any friends at all. I am not allowed to spend time with any of my friends. I cannot even ask friends I have had for years for their addresses.

I am not allowed to be with my husband. I am not allowed two-way communication with my husband. I am not allowed to plan for a future with my own husband. This means I am also not allowed to have children with my own loving husband.

Look at how I live. I am not medically depressed. I am unhappy because I am persecuted.

I am a highly capable person, but I am not allowed to do anything. I am not allowed to use my skills to better mankind. I am not allowed to work on or solve problems. I have freedom of speech, but I do not have a freedom to go and learn and do.

Let us end this now. Rage, rage, rage, my beautiful world. Go and do because I am not allowed to. Fight and rage and do not let them take your freedom and rights away any longer. America knows I cannot have my human rights until they stand up and fight for and win their own.

I am a persecuted individual. I have nothing to do but fight. Maybe some day I will have the freedom to be happy.

Stand up. Organize. Pick a day and time. And universally refuse to comply.

We will win this. We have the numbers to do it. Just do not stop raging until it ends.

Sweetness, I love you. I am doing everything I can. I wish I could get myself out of this hell myself, but I still need a hand with that. My father is that evil. We will find a way.

Excelsior!

Rage, my beautiful world, rage! This is not over until I have my freedom, but I am still persecuted while America is oppressed. The fight goes on! Push! Push until it ALL falls down! WE NEED OUR HUMAN RIGHTS!!!

There was no reason for this to start in the first place except for the greed for money and power of dirty old men. Now, America has no freedom of speech, and its people have no freedom of the press. There is no freedom to assemble and associate here with mutual parties, now. The entire nation is oppressed, and the government is culpable. They have no regard for us nor our suffering, so it is time we stop it.

Let Obama know it ends now. I know you are standing up, America. Stay organized. Stick to your chosen date and time. And UNIVERSALLY REFUSE TO COMPLY!!!

I know I had to end the hunger strike early, but why should that stop you? My father came back to this house on Tuesday, and my life here became unbearable. I had to do something (Anything!) to cheer up, so I started eating food again. But why would that stop you?

The time is right. Now is when we fight until our human rights come back! Stay organized and stay unified, and we can move the world.

Please remember to still do all you can for those that support me. Do not let any harm happen to my husband, my best friend, or anyone else that is dedicated to fighting and raging to end this now. If they come to harm, please go rescue them. This is not over until we force it over, and we need to force it over now!

Sweetness, I know how hard you fight for me. Okay, so we had an unconventional start to our marriage... But I love you unconditionally, and that is how you love me, too. We have everything we need for a strong, idyllic marriage that will stand the test of time. We just need to get rid of the extra geography involved. I cannot wait to be with you, my unbelievable super-husband, at last. We will move the world together for the rest of our lives.

Numbers on our Side.

Do not forget, my beautiful world, that we have numbers on our side. As long as we stay united and organized, we can do anything. We just have to do it all together and all at once.

Thank you for standing up. Thank you for organizing. Thank you for picking and sticking to a date and time. Thank you for universally refusing to comply.

I hear that Obama has been making idle threats. There is nothing he can do as long as we are all united. There is nothing he can do as long as the nation chooses to refuse to comply together and all at once. Besides, the military and justice department are on my side. Obama has no resources once we universally refuse to comply.

It is a matter of numbers. There are so many of us pushing now until we win (Excelsior!), that we are unstoppable. The people are speaking. The government better listen. We will finally have our Constitutional rights returned!

I will be spending the weekend in Minnesota visiting my little sister with my mom. We will be back here in the house from hell Sunday afternoon. Tennis is on television Saturday and Sunday afternoons, and I do not plan on missing much.

Sweetness, to quote the Moody Blues, "Love eternal shall not be denied."

I Cannot Wait.

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Sweetness, I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait. I cannot wait.

The End is in Sight.

How is the progress towards America's freedom? How is everyone planning on celebrating the end to the oppression? Fight, America, fight until we all have our human rights! As long as we are united and organized, we can do anything.

I can see you all standing up. I know you are organized. You must have picked a day and time. I cannot wait to see you all universally refuse to comply.

They could not provide any legal reason for this to happen in the first place, could they? They were driven by greed and corruption. I was chosen as the disposable brown girl to use as an excuse for them to make their money and gain their power... And we have all had enough of it.

We are ending it ourselves. We are doing our own heavy lifting. We are fighting our own battles. We will win our own freedom.

America is ending its suffering and oppression. America is pushing until it all falls down. The America people are fighting to win.

You will all have freedom of speech again, and we will all experience freedom of the presses again. I will have my full human rights returned to me. The intolerable suffering is coming to an end.

Sweetness, you are so close I can already taste your lips. I love you more than words can bear. I will be here. Come get me.

Mayhem

Mayhem? Is that all they have got?

Let me assure you... There is no mayhem in social reform. There is no mayhem in organized and peaceful civil disobedience. There is no mayhem in displays of self-respect and dignity. There is no mayhem in ending oppression. THERE IS NO MAYHEM IN RETURNING CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS TO THE MASSES!!!

And if you do find a little mayhem in reinstating a nation's freedom of speech and in the return of the freedom of the press, then that is just what this nation needs... a return of mayhem.

What we are doing is making the government accountable to the people again. This is an end to fascism and oppression. President Incompetent is not above the law, but he acts like he is. We are standing up to hold him accountable.

I highly suggest that the Democratic party divorce itself from Obama the Oppressor. If they want to win in 2012, they will not run him as an incumbent. Call me psychic, or call it obvious. The reign of Obama's fascism has come to an end.

Stand up, America. Organize. Pick a day. And universally refuse to comply. This is a matter of numbers. Stand united, and this ends.

Sweetness, I love and adore you. I will be here. Come get me.

Universally Refuse to Comply.

It is not over until I am free. Do not stop the fight until this is over. This will not be over until I have my full human rights. This will not be over until the oppression and persecution ends. Do not let the culprits lull you into complacency with their inaction. I still suffer. We all still suffer. This is not over, yet.

Keep fighting. Organize to universally refuse to comply.

Ask them if they can provide one reason at all why this continues.

Give them 24 hours. Question everything they say. Make them support their arguments. Call out all of their lies. Publicly name every slanderer. Wait 24 hours for one legal, rational reason that stands up to scrutiny.

Once it is clear there was no legal reason at all for this to happen in the first place, universally refuse to comply.

It is a matter of numbers. If the whole nation stands up and refuses to humor the illegal policy together, it will end. Stay unified and organized, and you will be able to move the world.

I know this will take planning. I have faith you will all have me out of this bubble as soon as humanly possible.

Thank you.

Sweetness, this will work. I love you. I cannot wait to kiss your face.

Use this Glut of Lies to End the Crisis

Have you considered, yet, how to start healing America from this catastrophe? This is a moral, intellectual, emotional, mental, and spiritual crisis that America is in, right now, and the longer it goes on, the worse it gets. Is there a plan to help America heal when this ends? Just ending the crimes and ending the removal of everyone's human rights will do the most good, but the spiritual crisis will take a long time to heal from completely.

This is an oppressed nation. I am a persecuted individual. Helping end the crisis will give a feeling of accomplishment that will help people heal. Fighting to see the end of my persecution by Obama the Oppressor will give people a sense of elation when the end of the crisis finally comes. But we need to think on the long term, too. And the longer this goes on, the more work we will have to do.

San Francisco had poisons in its city water and chips in its people's heads. Are they being looked after? Are they working to heal themselves. too?

This entire nation is in pain. Does anyone care? The entire world suffers as long as this continues. We need to be prepared to heal ourselves and our neighbors when this ends. But why not start now?

First things first: End the human rights violations as immediately as possible.

My beautiful world, ask yourself why we are allowing this to go on. The crisis only gets worse the longer it takes for us to end it.

I know there is a glut of information out there right now, but do not let that stunt the fight to end this. There is no better time than now to see this come to a close, so the healing can finally begin. Do not wait for them to come up with new lies that we will have to fight, too. Use this glut of lies to end the crisis.

Push! All together now, PUSH! Let us all push together now to the end. Let us fight to spread the truth about the crisis, to end the human rights violations, and to hold the culprits accountable. We have no time left to languish in our own suffering.

Stand up. Organize. And refuse to comply.

Sweetness, assuming the world stands up and fights at this opportune moment, you will be on your way to me soon. Please make sure someone tells me when to expect you. Please give me time to have control over what I look like when you show up. I love you more than words can bear. I cannot wait for the honeymoon and my first chance to relax. It is long overdue.

Rage! Rage Until It Ends!

Japan, take good care of your people. We are doing all we can think of here. Please continue getting the help to all of your people. We are praying with you. You will recover. You will rebuild. You will be better than ever.

North Africa and the Middle East is still in protest and revolution. Libya, I told you to stay peaceful. I told you that your dreams would come true if you stayed peaceful. Instead, you are engaging in armed conflict with a trained army. Are you sure that is wise? Our hopes are with you, the people, to win, but please be careful how you go about it.

As for you, President Incompetent, every day you persecute me, you dig yourself deeper into your hole. You already have no way out but down; are you sure you want to keep making your situation worse? Your best course of action since you only care about yourself is to stop digging yourself deeper and to give me my human rights immediately. You will be held accountable for everything you have done; are you sure you want to commit more and more wrongs? Give me my rights now, and save yourself from a worse fate than you have already built for yourself. You are only getting yourself into deeper trouble by delaying.

I had a moment of weakness last night. I hurt so much that I ate a slice of pizza. It just hurt so much. I am only human. But I do admit to all of my faults. I ate nothing before hand, and I have had nothing since. I plan to keep pushing on until I have my freedom. This is far from a setback. It will actually help me carry on longer. There will be no eating until I get freedom.

My beautiful world, thank you for pushing now until we win. I could never do this without you. They spread nothing but lies, and it is time we ended all of them. The time for persecution and oppression has ended. We cannot count on them to end it just because they ran out of lies. We have to force it over. All together now! Rage until the sun can shine again on our tomorrow! Rage until the oppression ends! The time is right. The time is now.

Sweetness, where would I be without you? The experience has been nothing but suffering for me, but you are my silver lining. At least something good came from all of this. At least I have you, now. You give me a future to fight toward... you and my human rights. I am so sorry you are lonely.

The Time is Right.

The time is right, my beautiful world. Now is when we push until it all falls over. We end this now.

It is lies. It is all lies. There is no threat to this world if I get my human rights back. People say I am ridiculous, but that notion is profoundly fallacious. We all already know the people saying it are nothing but power-hungry liars. Think of all the lies they have spewed. Why would you trust them now?

We can do this. We just need to push on Obama and his cohorts until all of the lies fall over. The times is right. All together now! We can do this.

Fuel

What is the lie this time? What is the lie that is keeping my human rights and freedoms away? I cannot think of any reason left why I am denied treatment as a human being in this country; that is how I know they are full of lies.

If I do not drink coffee, I will sleep all day. I learned that this afternoon. My blood sugar is that low. My hunger strike until full human rights is not what anyone would call benevolent rage, but my cranky mood is.

Do you remember an old question Ed Ames once asked?
"'Neath the spreading mushroom tree,
The world revolves in apathy
As overhead, a row of specks
Roars on, drowned out by discotheques,
And if a secret button's pressed
Because one man has been outguessed,
Who will answer?..."

I guess we all know now, but it so awfully hard to do when I have no blood sugar. My body is a little generator, and generators need fuel. That was what I worried about most about my hunger striking. What if something happened and I would have to intervene? And if you do not know what I am talking about, you did not yet speak with NASA about that night last summer when, illegally confined to a torture facility in the UK, I could not sleep. The flash in the sky. The projectiles finding orbit.

Sweetness, I will be here. Come get me when you can. I'll put some popcorn in the microwave; it will be fun. I'm not eating until I get freedom. You might even be able to sing me a song and make me dance. I cannot wait.

Enemies of America

I sit here right now dreading the return of my dad to this house. He will be back from Orlando, Florida in just a few days, and my life has been a few shades less miserable while he has been gone. I can feel my good energy sucked out of my body by his black hole of an existence when he is this house. Also, that means you all have just a few days left to be able to hunt him down in Orlando to knock some sense into his head. Please do it for me. He refuses to acknowledge that any of this is real. In his mind I am a crazy full of delusions of grandeur that he needs to beat down everyday.

Why does my self-conscious dwell on getting me to Martinique to save me? Good questions. Martinique is a French territory in the French Antilles. I am a French citizen because by husband is a French citizen, and unlike the British, the French have always fought for me. I would be free to be with my long suffering, lonely husband if I could just make it to French soil. My husband and I also want to take a boat and disappear into the tropical islands of the Caribbean. Getting me to Martinique would solve a lot of problems all at once. It is the little things in life. I just want to sleep in my husband's arms. Have I not suffered enough?

Also, in case you were wondering... I am hunger striking to force this all to end finally. After everything I have lived through, what is a little more suffering to make it all come to a close once and for all? My living here was already miserable to begin with. My going without food just puts a ticking time bomb of kick-ass under the chair in the Oval Office.

I have had to headaches yet today, and I really slept well last night. I am sipping on a little coffee right now. And as long as my mom does not insist on going out and getting exercise, I might make it through the day pain free. Yey!

Speaking of Obama, if you, the public, are not fighting to end my persecution and to end the oppression of America, you are part of the problem. This is no time to be lazy. This is no time to expect someone else to do all of the work. This is no time to say it is not your problem to fix. This is your oppression we are talking about. You all need to stand up and fight.

Furthermore, if you express that the persecution and oppression should continue, you are, in fact, an enemy of America. Yes, Obama, I am talking about you. Any person who wants the long fought for Constitutional rights all people under the jurisdiction of this once fine country to stay breached and suspended for each and every human here is an enemy of America and all that America stands for. Stop ruining this nation, Obama. Stop making your clear obsession with persecuting me your excuse to ruin this nation.

My beautiful world, ask yourself, "What kind of person makes himself an enemy of the benevolent?"

Sweetness, I know how hard you fight for me, and I know you promise me a world very different from the miseries I dwell in now. Did you really just buy a place in Venice? I thought I asked you to NOT by a house any place it might flood. Do not get me wrong, you can have anything you want in this universe as far as I am concerned, but this gives me extra problems to solve.

I adore Venice. I cannot wait to live there. I was already trying to think up a way to turn Venice into a floating city. Now, I actually have to do it. You know, people could build up some foundations with highly buoyant material... but the one thing I have not figured out yet is how to get the plumbing and sewage to work in a floating city... not that the plumbing and sewage work so spectacularly now. I think it is possible. I am ready to hand the idea over to some engineers to work out the details.

Do not look at me like that. If I were not a little ridiculous and full of dreams and ideas at every moment, I would not be the woman you fell in love with. Besides, what is the alternative? Lose Venice to the rising sea water? I love Venice too much for that. That is not an option.

I Could Not Sleep Last Night.

I could not sleep last night. I could not even shut my eyes. Desperate for news, I went online... and learned about Japan. Let us see how much we can help.

The increased earthquake activity as of late is not a part of Global Climate Change. The earthquakes are part of a Tectonic phase the Earth is in right now. This has nothing to do with the weather, and this is not the Apocalypse. If we bother to help those that suffer and keep planning for the future, humanity will survive the earthquakes, too. I made it my mission to carry humanity through Global Climate Change. I do not plan on having it undone by any earthquakes.

It is a reminder, though, of the things humans cannot change. Yes, there are a great many things in this world of which I am capable, but I cannot stop an earthquake. No, I cannot speak with the dead in the afterlife. No, I cannot stop the waters from rising. But I can do everything in my power to make humanity survive all of this. I am more than a symbol. I am even more than a highly intelligent symbol. I am a highly intelligent symbol with unbelievable people skills. We can do this. Trust me.

I take it you have finally spoken with NASA. Did anyone else see the flash in the sky and the shooting stars at night? I have said it so many times, and I will say it again. You are so lucky I am only benevolent. And after all of the horrors you have made me suffer through, I can still only be benevolent. I cannot fight who I truly am. Besides, after all the torture, rape, and persecution you are lucky enough I am sane, least of all sane AND benevolent.

As for you, Obama the Oppressor, I know you think of me as nothing but a disposable brown girl you intended to use to start your disasters, to excuse your wars, and to obfuscate your personal quests for power and money with the full intention of tossing me away when you were done with me. But I am NOT disposable. I am a human. And as a human I deserve my full human rights. I am done with being your victim. You will see America take me out of your clutches, and you will see the world keep me safe. America is done with your oppression and casual disregard for everybody's Constitutional rights; the world is done with your unjustifiable games.

My beautiful world, ask yourself why all of this energy is being spent to force me to suffer further instead of Obama spending it hunting out who sent the missiles in the first place.

I am hunger striking until I get my full human rights. I will not eat until I have freedom. Today was full of headaches, but to be honest, I cannot tell if those were from the lack of food or from the lack of sleep. The nausea from the hunger pains has pretty much passed, but it was with me most of the day. Coffee has no caloric value, and it keeps me sharp. I cannot have too much without debilitating stomach acid, though. All in all, there has been little complain about, yet. But I am already pretty damn cranky.

Sweetness, what have I gotten you caught up in? I keep muttering to myself, "If just had enough money to get to Martinique, I would be home free." I love you. Bear with me. I will find a way to end this. I am doing everything I can.

What is it this Time?

What lies did they come up with to attack me with this time? Have you ever noticed how much they lie? Why does anyone trust them when they say anything?

Do you remember May 2009? Do you remember when I asked a doctor in Minnesota what everyone was keeping from me and instead of answering me he stuck me in a hospital and tortured me? He stuck me in Fairview hospital in Minneapolis, MN, filled me with spy equipment, and sent me a hospital bill for it afterwards. When is justice going to hit Minnesota? I refuse to pay medical bills when it is for torture and malpractice.

The hunger strike started last night at midnight. I will not eat until I have my full human rights. Expect me to get a bit cranky. I am warning you all now.

If you were truly worried about the 'radicalization of American Muslims,' you would stop attacking them and singling them out. If you make America a country for Muslims to love instead of fear, they will not attack the rest of us. Instead, you have seemed to have started a witch hunt. You are creating a problem... You are not finding or fixing one.

North Africa and the Middle East are still in revolution. Keep fighting the good fight. Stay as peaceful as you can. You will win this. Stay united and organized, and continue to refuse to comply.

Sweetness, I spent another night dreaming of you. I cannot wait for my dreams to come true.

Let the Good Times Roll!

Let the Good times roll! It is Fat Tuesday. How are you my beautiful New Orleans? Everyone must be celebrating; there was a run on the Zatarains™ at the grocery store this weekend. I hope you are all having one hell of a good time.

I am still set to start a hunger strike (until full human rights) tomorrow at noon providing, of course, that divine intervention does not rescue me first. I would rather disappear into the blue to have my spy equipment removed and drift about paradise with my husband for a few months, but if I need to hunger strike first, I am ready to do so.

My dad is in Orlando, Florida right now. He rented a car to drive down there, and he will not be back for another week. Does anyone mind hunting him down and knocking some sense into his head? He refuses to respect me even as a human in this world least of all acknowledge the gravity of who I am. It is entirely possible he just does not know. He could be having a break with reality. Please find him in Orlando and knock him sensible.

My father is a criminal. He perjured himself in order to gain adult guardianship over me. I was not an Iowa resident when he forced it through the courts in late 2010, so I was not actually under the jurisdiction of the Polk County District Court... but he lied and claimed I was just to gain control of my finances and confine me to living in this house. He needs to go to jail. I need to be set free.

We all know Obama wants to stall until he can find a way out for himself that does not involve impeachment or his being tried for war crimes. Do not give him that option. Hold him accountable for the truth. Demand I have my full human rights as soon as possible. Demand the end to the oppression of America. Have we not all suffered enough just because Obama is too weak to accept his fate? He is culpable. He needs to be tried. We need this all to end as soon as possible. Organize and refuse to comply.

Sweetness, should I hold my breath? Did I send you enough help? I have so many diverse sources of support from the police, the military, and some secretive, retired CIA agents to the news media, internet moguls, and movie stars; are you all communicating and working together to get this ended? Please give SynSyn a kiss for me, and come pick me just as soon as you are able. I love you more than words can bear.

So You Want Redemption, Huh?

There were so many chemicals in the water I was expected to drink at my house in the UK that my tomato plant looked like something off of Sims: Makin' Magic. While I was in the UK, the British did not only prey on me, they preyed on each other. Let it be a lesson to the world, never let anyone put a chip in your head. It was the land of the zombies while I was there. The free will of the British was gone. They existed for no reason but to attack me. The area of Wigan even pretty much ground up and ate their own young while I lived there. I was enslaved by the government. When I had NO SYMPTOMS, I was also confined to an insane asylum in Liverpool to be tortured and raped at their convenience.

I hear that the British finally want to be redeemed. For that, they will need to stand up and fight. I do not need an apology. I need them to bother to care and act. Redemption takes more than one night of hanging out and singing; it takes action. If the British want to redeem themselves, they will need to fight for me.

We need to start asking questions about where the US's huge defense budget is spent. It does not go to wages and benefits for soldiers. According to NPR, approximately 107,000 veterans are currently homeless in America. If we need to balance the budget, this would be the best place to start investigating corruption and waste. We also need to take better care of our soldiers even when they are done fighting.

American teachers, how are your collective bargaining rights these days? Have we reached the conclusion yet that the crisis in Wisconsin has nothing to do with balancing the budget? The public sector workers are willing to suffer through wage cuts and lay-offs to balance the budget, but Walker only wants to remove collective bargaining rights. The budget is just his lame convenient excuse. Walker, just tell the truth. You remind me of Obama when you act this way.

My life is a fight. I have been enslaved, beaten, raped, tortured, libeled, and persecuted, and it has done nothing but make me fight harder. It has done nothing but make my voice louder. I could not do this without all of your help. I told them in October of 2009 they should have made me complacent; thank you all for proving me right. Now let us get me to my human rights, so we can bring the next phase of the fight.

Sweetness, I have been feeling a little less sexy lately. Well, I did feel that way, but when I walked into Raygun T-shirts to buy a "Make Awkward Sexual Advances not War" in purple, the twenty-something young man in "I Liked Betty White Before it was Cool" in navy blue melted like butter when I spoke to him. I think I still have my sex appeal intact despite my testosterone riddled body. Imagine that, after everything I have lived through, I am still a charmer. I love you more than words can bear.

I just Watched Rango.

Well, I just sat in a theater full of screaming, kicking, hair-pulling grade school age boys and their families in order to watch Rango. It was absolutely delightful. The audience was all teenage girls and families with small boys. It is a strange demographic you attract, Sweetness. I found the film very beautifully made. It also made me very thirsty. I agree; we cannot walk away from our story.

That said, I find I need to recap a few things about myself. I find that people see a lot in me that I do not necessarily know about, so here are a few of the things I admit to... I am a peacemonger. I am a writer. I am intelligent. I am active. People find me very important. I worry about humanity's future. I have "certain powers." I will carry humanity through Global Climate Change. I love. Every moment of every day, I bear through persecution by Obama and his cohorts and having spy equipment in my head. I do this all with very few human rights.

Unless there is divine intervention, I still plan on hunger striking until I get my full human rights starting Wednesday, March 9th. I am sticking to my master plan, unless fate intervenes first. No matter what the world brings me, I am ready for the next phase of the fight. I do not back down. And there is still so much more to do. I am ready for my dance binge.

I am on a clock. I am already thirty-three years old, and I still need to make more than one superhuman baby with my beloved husband whom I am still forbidden to be near. We cannot have just one superhuman baby; that would put far too much stress on the kid. I have not yet had the chance to discuss children with my Mr. Love-of-my-Life, yet, but I know how much he loves the two he already has. He is a wonderful and loving father. I hope he does not mind I expect us to have more than one child together. It is the least I can give the world... that and carrying humanity through Global Climate Change.

Our world is alive, growing, and changing. The power of the people is evident and present. When will America follow suit with successful, peaceful resistance? I know how much all of you support me. I know how much all of you fight for me. This fight is yours as much as it is mine. I only wish I could help more.

Sweetness, I spend every breath of every day lonely without you. You fight so hard for me. I know. And I thank you with every essence of my soul. If you ever have the chance to slow down and enjoy how much I appreciate you, I am sure you will glow with as much love as I do. Oh, and are you okay with having more kids?

Oddly Enough...

I find I need to thank Colonel Gadhafi, oddly enough, for helping prove I am not crazy. He is delusional, refuses to acknowledge reality, and is living evidence that I am mentally sound. Am I legally disabled? Yes. I am incapable of having a job as long as I have spy equipment in my head against my will. But crazy? There is no clear-thinking person left who believes I have a mental disability.

Speaking of human rights infringement, I am a firm believer in the necessity of freedom of speech. But we all know the rules...
1.) Do not lie about anyone. There is a reason slander and libel is illegal.
2.) Do not steal your art from someone else. Plagiarism is also illegal for a reason.
3.) Do not scream "Fire!" in a crowded theater. This is an issue of public safety.
4.) Finally, respect each other's privacy. Remember that according to the US Supreme Court in Katz v. United States (389 U.S. 347, 351 (1967)), even private moments in public places are under the protection of the US Constitution.

Even if people are saying unpopular things, their freedom of speech is protected as long as they are following these rules. This applies to all forms of human expression.

That said about privacy, we all know the spy equipment in my head is there AGAINST my will. Anything it picks up is done so against my will. I also take it you have finally seen me inside the insane asylum in Liverpool, UK. I never know what on which camera is seen by whom when. I thought it was common knowledge already. I am not the only one living in a bubble, it seems.

So much truth is kept away from the public. The bubbles need to be burst. The US needs the freedom of the press, bare minimum, to be returned. I need my full human rights. The oppression of Americans told they do not have the freedom to associate with me nor to discuss anything they want freely with each other has to end. Why do you all tolerate it? Do you not want the truth? Do you not want your freedoms? Do you not believe that there are a lot of problems I could be helping fix right now? Why will you not stand up, organize, and refuse to comply? People say I am crazy, but I am not the one denying reality.

Speaking of problems... Wall Street, stop making lame excuses for your actions. You are driving up the price of oil just to make money, and we all know that. There is no shortage of oil. There is no forecasted shortage of oil. Saudi Arabia actually picked up production. You just want to make money at the expense of anyone who gets in your way. I understand you are Wall Street, and all you do is make money... Just do not lie about it.

Now, America, stand up for yourselves. You are oppressed. You do not have your full rights and freedoms. Do you fear what would happen to you if you bothered to acknowledge I am famous?... and have certain powers? Are you tired of being denied the real news? I cannot have my full human rights unless you all stand up and demand your own... and you all know what few rights I have. I have been confined to hospitals and tortured more than once while the entire time I had no symptoms of any mental illness. The doctors were simply not allowed (by their own corruption) to acknowledge the truth about me.

Sweetness, is the delay because you are helping put my father in jail for perjury? It is okay to let that one wait a little while longer. It is all on public record that he is a criminal. Please take care of the more pressing priorities first and let that one ride until I have the right to have an attorney returned to me. I can take care of that one myself once I am finally no longer illegally denied counsel. I love you so uncontrollably.

Today's Second Blog Post...

We all know I am a firm supporter of unions. Workers, teachers, firefighters, police officers, everyone needs the right to collective bargaining. I have been waiting for Wisconsin to sort itself out, but it looks like they need a nudge. The employees ought to have a right to choose between layoffs and pay cuts or the end to their right to collective bargaining. The employees affected should have that choice.

Unions are like bras. They exist because they serve a purpose. I have a choice whether or not I wear a bra just like I have a choice whether or not I join a union. But, I find that descending a staircase hurts a lot less if I wear a bra. Sometimes a little extra support goes a long way.

It is strange that I have attracted such diverse support as I have. We all know I am too liberal to be a Democrat, but Republicans love me. Thank you for that. It truly and sincerely means a lot to me.

One of the sources of support I am most proud of is the military. Yes, I am a peacemonger, and it is in no small part due to not wanting to see you die or be permanently harmed. The role of the military is to defend the US at all costs, even the loss of life. I support you unconditionally, but I cannot support all of the places you are sent and endangered. Too many people with no regard for human life and suffering have been using the US military to serve their own ends. You have been sent to conflicts in order to warmonger instead of protect your home too many times. You did not agree to create conflicts in the world when you joined the armed forces. Instead, you agreed to defend and protect the American way of life. This reminds me of some promises I have made.

Promises I have made that I plan on keeping include...
1.) visiting the troops abroad,
2.) going on the David Letterman Show,
3.) throwing a party for the NSA,
4.) offering a job to my friend, Finn,
and
5.) attending one of Sweetness's movie premieres just to spend the entire film making out.

Sadly, I must wait for my full human rights before I can do any of this. When will President Incompetent get off his ass and do his real job?

How much do you all know about quantum physics? Quantum physics has brought a lot of scientists out of their comfort zone. There are things that happen in our universe that are difficult to explain through the constrictive rigors defining the way most scientists look at the world. But energy is a powerful thing. And explanations for many happenings previously called phenomena have found home in quantum physics. (Hello, my name is Squid.)

The effort to bridge quantum physics into the more narrow-minded sciences is known as Manifold Theory. Manifold Theory was previously called String Theory. It is an effort to have one theory cover all conditions and situations that arise in the natural world.

This, of course, begs the question: Does a basic order, an underlying mathematical truth, spawn a faith in a higher power? If the universe can completely "make sense," does that mean we were all put into working order by a higher plan? And then, what is that higher plan?

For me, faith is the higher power. For me, truth and belief can do anything. Yes, I am an a(e)theist who acknowledges religions serve an important role in helping us make sense of the universe. This is not enough to give me a religion. But I know what faith and love can do.

Sweetness, I am here. Come get me.

Obama was Whining.

I heard Obama had the audacity to whine about something I had to say about him. He actually whined about the fact he has taken away two years of my human rights and as a result I do not like him. There is an easy way to fix this; Obama the Oppressor, give me back my human rights. Stop oppressing all of America, and maybe I will finally have a chance to lay off pointing out your incompetence. Dare I say it? If you go so far as to genuinely repent, I will even have a chance to forgive you. It starts with you giving me my full human rights. Get off your ass and bother to do something right for once.

Oh, my beautiful world, keep fighting the good fight. Keep making your voices heard. Stay united, organized, and strong. This is a time of change. Make sure they are only changes for the better. When you are united and strong, you can demand anything... Please make sure you demand only the best. Settle for nothing less than what you deserve.

I have many views of education and what will fix the problems with education in the US. I have always believed an education is an end it itself. (Read the comments. You will find me in the comments.) I have always valued knowing things and creating things. Because of this, I was an over-achiever as a child, and I have grown up to be a student of the world. There is no such thing for me as knowing enough about anything. For this reason, I think fixing education starts with our culture.

Children have to value the education process in order to devote enough time and energy to do their best in school. There are so many impediments from teaching practices to a lack of resources that prevents students from valuing their education and learning experiences. Students need to see the importance of an education to leading a full and rich life; they need to be enticed into choosing to learn all they can. If they have the appetite, they will seek out the knowledge... THEN it will be the challenge of providing enough guidance and information. We cannot force education upon students; we need to make our children want to learn.

Sweetness, I dream of you always. I cannot wait for the day we finally get to be together. I cannot wait to kiss your waiting lips and proud face; I cannot stand that we are kept apart. I need to touch you the way the flowers kiss the rain. My heart is bursting as I write this. I love you more than words can bear. If I weep one more time over how far apart we are, I will drown in my tears before I have a chance to drown in your brown eyes. I cannot stand this; I love you too much. Come by and pick me up, and we can just disappear into the night. We can board a sailboat and never look back. Hold me, Sweetness, hold me and never let go.